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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      僕のヒーローアカデミア_|_Boku_no_Hero_Academia_|_My_Hero_Academia
  Relationship:
      Bakugou_Katsuki/Kaminari_Denki
  Character:
      Bakugou_Katsuki, Kaminari_Denki, Kirishima_Eijirou
  Additional Tags:
      Triggers, Rape/Non-con_Elements, Smut, Angst, Fluff, the_whole_painful
      bundle, mostly_angst, Mostly_Smut, the_fluff_just_feels_like_a_break_tbh,
      Implied/Referenced_Drug_Use, Alcohol, Underage_Drinking, ill_add_the_rest
      later_I_really_don't_wanna_spoil_it_for_yall, Ao_needs_to_go_to_prison,
      Katsuki_is_problematic, Denki_needs_a_hug, Katsukami, BakuKami, Self-
      Harm, Self-Hatred, Someone_stop_my_evil_hands, Complete, Possible_sequel,
      Canon_Divergance, bakunari, NariBaku, Kamibaku
  Series:
      Part 1 of Burnt_Fuse
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-08-04 Chapters: 20/20 Words: 30377
****** Burnt Fuse ******
by Hallowtine
Summary
     Kaminari Denki, the schools known flirt has gotten on the last nerve
     of Katsuki Bakugou. Katsuki, as usual, doesn't know how to handle
     emotions at all. He falls in love with the person no one would
     expect, the pair wouldn't know it but their life was going to change
     into a very bumpy, heart wrenching wreck.
Notes
     Note: this is a work of fiction calm your tits. I and many others
     like writing tragic and angsty things.
     Warning: This fic is extreamly adult, especially in later chapters.
     You've been warned yet again.
     That aside this fic is written to represent an RP with a friend of
     mine, and we both adore angst like huge sadomasochists so rip us.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Where it all starts *****
Denki’s voice chirped up around the class. He was commenting on kirishima’s
brawn and nearly fawning over his masculinity, the local flirt had no holds on
when to stop. The ashy blond near the window clicked his tongue, eyes darting
away from the flirtatious boy. Kaminari caught on and slid off his desk, moving
closer to Katsuki.
“Awe~ is someone feeling left out? I can always make time for a brute like
you.” His hair tilted along with his head, his shocking eyes piercing the
living bomb. He slid onto Katsuki’s desk, the people Kaminari was just with
laughing, half expecting Denki to get slugged across the face.
“Like I'd waste my time on someone who would fuck the whole school and then
some.” Katsuki growled, his brows furrowing. Kaminari leaned his head back and
let out a whine.
“Awe really, and here I was hoping I'd get you to myself.” The blond with an
odd streak gave a playful wink. Katsuki rose from his chair, grabbing Denki by
the collar.
“Meet me outside you fucking eel.” He hissed letting him go and making his way
out of the class. Kaminari looked around and laughed awkwardly. He waved off
the group and scampered out, he'd rather not be beaten up by Bakugou. When he
went outside Katsuki had started walking off, Kaminari began to follow catching
up rather quickly but not fast enough. Katsuki made a b-line into the bathroom,
Kaminari followed behind.
“Hey am I done chasing after you yet?” Kaminari let out a huff as he walked
into the restroom.
“I don't know, are you?” The ash blond snickered turning to face Denki. He
dropped his bag and stepped closer.
“H-hey there…” Kaminari’s cheek flushed, stepping back against the wall. “Come
here often?” His shaky voice was immediately corrected and back to his flirty
tone. Katsuki clicked his tongue, Kabe-don’ing the smaller boy to the wall.
Denki jumped, face turning a pale red.
“So are we doing this or not?” Katsuki’s brow raised, his mouth twisting into a
smirk. His other hand reaching for the bathroom stalls lock. There are other
ones people can use. Denki swallowed down the saliva building in his throat.
“I dunno are we?” Kaminari purred, trying his best to seem like he was still in
power of the situation. Katsuki chuckled and brought his head into Denki’s
neck, his tongue sliding along exposed skin before he started to bite and suck
at the skin. Denki, caught off guard, let out a whimper. He didn't think
Katsuki would actually act. Denki dropped his school bag to the floor, breath
hitching as Katsuki brought his knee in between the other's thighs.
“You didn't honestly think you could get away with being that much of a dick
tease, did you?” Katsuki purred in his ear pressing his broader body into
Denki, his half hard dick already present and poking at Kaminari’s thigh.
“I didn't think you would go this far.” Denki let out a chuckle. Katsuki pulled
his lips from the smaller boys neck and smashed his lips onto the other. His
teeth brushing against Denki’s lips, Denki’s tongue retaliated by reaching out
and meeting with Katsuki’s. Their tongues danced together, Denki gaining some
motion to have his hands wrap around Katsuki’s body. The ash blonds hands left
from the caging position to lay at his hips, pushing Denki’s shirt up.
Katsuki’s fingers brushing against the others nipples, Kaminari let out a small
moan into the kiss. He rolled his hips into the bomb boys as he pinched and
tugged at his nipples.
Katsuki left Kaminari’s mouth and started back at his neck, leaving rougher
bites and hickeys as he rutted himself against the other. Katsuki’s hands
pressed against Denki’s chest, fingertips sliding lower down his body before
fumbling with the uniform pants on the other boy.
“H-hey now you seem pretty excited about this.” Denki shyly curled his back
feeling unfamiliar hands palm at his own dick. Katsuki stayed quiet pulling
down the others boxers and making his lower clothes pool around on the floor.
Katsuki smiled and found Denki's sweet spot on his neck, his hands only having
to push his own pants down a small bit since he always seems to be sagging.
“How can I not be, every time you open your fucking mouth it's either flirting
with me or innuendos.” Katsuki growls, bringing their dicks together, hands
wrapping around them as he let spit fall from his mouth and onto their dicks.
Denki turned his face, not quite thinking clearly about how embarrassing this
is. His body twitched, sending out a small jolt of electricity paired with a
moan of his own as Katsuki’s hand moved.
“Fuck.” Katsuki grunted feeling the spark against himself, it was like a small
vibrator for the second it was active. Kaminari’s face flushed hearing the
other let out a soft moan.
“Mhm… Katsu-” Denki’s hips raised wanting more movement. Katsuki let go of him
though, eliciting a whine from the shorter blond. Katsuki pulled back and
grabbed Denki by the hips and spinning him around so his face was towards the
wall. Denki had to hold himself up against the wall with his palms, suddenly
jumping back into reality. “H-hey-”
His voice was silenced as he turned his head to look at the other when he heard
a foil tear. Kaminari swallowed thickly. Bakugou spat the torn foil from his
mouth, rolling the lubed condom onto his shaft. “This is your last chance to
get out.” Katsuki almost spat at the other, Kaminari realizing he's had the
entire time of not being to caged to escape. His heart beating faster than ever
before.
“Ka-ah!” He let out a whine feeling Katsuki’s finger push into his ass. He had
some sort of piece of mind to prep the other. Kaminari’s ass squeezed around
the other's finger, small volts shooting out of him. Katsuki pushed his finger
in slowly, starting to pump it in and out of the boy. He let out a whine tinged
with a small amount of pleasure yet pain. Katsuki slid a second finger in and
curled his fingers. Kaminari let out a gasp feeling the other's fingers curl.
He let out a few moans as he felt the fingers move, getting used to the
feeling.
“I can't wait any more.” Katsuki hissed, watching as his fingers pulled out of
the tight hole before him. Katsuki lined himself up, pushing his tip in slowly.
Kaminari’s fingers tried to dig into the bathroom wall as he let out a cry, his
eyes stinging with the unfamiliar feeling. He let out a yelp feeling Katsuki’s
palms grip his hips and sheath himself. Katsuki let out a low moan. In a show
of courtesy one of his hands came around to Denki’s front to touch and stroke
at his dick. His hips started to move, Denki’s whines sounding a little more
like pleasure than pain.
Katsuki leaned in to bite around Denki’s neck, his hips rocking faster than his
fingers at this point. Denki felt slightly light headed. He rested his forehead
on the coolness of the bathroom wall. A whimper leaving his lips as his back
arched, legs trying to spread more. Katsuki made muffled moan into Denki’s
neck. His hips nearly pulling all the way out and snapping back in. Denki
gasped out, a loud moan escaping his lungs. He covered his face with his arm
and bit down. What if someone heard?
Katsuki did it again, Denki’s eyes shooting open at the feeling, Katsuki was
hitting a place that felt oh so delectable. Kaminari’a body jolted, sending
vibrations through to Katsuki.
“F-fuck, Denki.” The taller male hissed into Kaminari’s skin. Kaminari
responded with a muffled moan, who would have thought things would end up like
this. “You're so fucking tight.” Katsuki moaned, his breath brushing along
Denki’s nape. Kaminari let out a choked moan.
“Kah… tsuki…” he whined out chest heaving at the feeling of being pushed into
and having his dick stroked. “I… I'm…” he whined out, a twist in his abdomen
screaming. Katsuki breathed against the other.
“Do it, cum right here.” Katsuki’s breath was warm and laced with audio
ambrosia. His hips skipping beats as his hips moved. Kaminari’s knees started
to give way. He didn't want this to end just yet, he didn't quite know why
though. Katsuki let out moans as his hips hit into the others sweet spots. It
was becoming harder for Denki to hold on. With a sharp moan against the
bathroom wall his dick gave in, shooting out in a blind euphoria. His ass
tightened around Katsuki, who during this time sped himself up to get himself
off.
Katsuki let out a silent moan as he filled the condom, Kaminari looked down to
the floor with empty eyes reflecting on what just happened if only for only a
few seconds. Katsuki pulled out of him, working on throwing the condom out.
Kaminari acted quickly, pulling his boxers up and his pants. Frantic clicking
of his belt as he tried to get his act together. Once he did, without turning
back he rushed from the bathroom. Katsuki stood there dressing himself with a
bland expression but furrowed brows. The hell was this odd feeling in his
chest? Usually any feelings he felt towards people left after relieving himself
but… this time it didn't. He scoffed at himself and fixed his shirt before
leaving. As he did he would almost feel guilt seeing Kaminari have an odd pace
to the way he walked now. Maybe he felt the tiniest of guilt when Jirou or
Kirishima probed about the marks on his neck that a popped collar couldn't
hide. Kaminari played it off with jokes and easily avoiding it with his usual
bubbly personality.
Over the next few days people noticed a difference in Katsuki. He was lashing
out less… but it wasn't in a good way. He was avoiding people completely, as if
he wanted nothing to do with existing and yes this included his best friend
Kirishima. Katsuki avoided the electric boy every chance he could. Dodging him
in hallways or avoiding eating with people just so he wouldn't have to be near
him.
That is until Katsuki was leaving the dorms for a night time jog like usual
when he was dealing with emotions. He had numbed into Kaminari who was looking
for some fresh air.
“Oh… Katsuki.” The shorter smiled towards Katsuki, who was fumbling with the
headphones to his phone.
“... ‘Ay.” Was all Bakugou forced out, eyes darting to anywhere but the others
eyes.
“What are you doing?” Kaminari chirped up.
“Jog.” Bakugou responded with a cold tone.
“Why so late?” With worry, Kaminari.
“ ‘Cuz.” Bakugou was now angrily fumbling with his headphones that his fingers
were trembling.
“Hey… can we talk.” Kaminari looked away from the others face, Of whom didn't
respond. “Everyone's noticed you're quiet, we’re all worried about you… and I
think you're distant because of what happened between us.” Denki tried to give
a smile. Katsuki shoved his ear phones back into his pockets.
“There's nothing to fucking talk about, we had a one night stand in a bathroom
that's it. It's not my fault that you made a mistake.” Bakugou hissed, venomous
as usual. Kaminari was taken aback.
“Mistake?” He questioned not really understanding the other's words since he
was speaking quickly.
“Yea, yea, whatever. I have shit to do.” He snarled immediately kicking off
into a jog away from Kaminari, who now stood there looking at the other as he
ran.
“Mistake…” he mumbled looking towards the floor. “Was I a mistake?” He brought
his hands to his sides as he walked into the dorms, he lost all nerve to eat
instead opting out for trying to go to bed. He was instead held hostage by
Kirishima until he agreed to eat. Kaminari’s friends making laughs and being
themselves cheered up the blond a bit. He had practically lost track of time.
“Sorry guys I'm going to go hit the showers and then go to bed.” He hummed,
Sero nodding off to the blond with a chuckle. Katsuki returned home drenched in
sweat and just wanting sleep. Running wasn't helping his brain, the fuck was
going on in his head. He needed sleep.
“OI stinky don't you dare go to bed without taking a shower!” Mina hissed over
from the common room. Typical mom friend of his group. He rolled his eyes but
Mina jumped up and tugged him in the direction of the large showers in the
common room. “You stinky go clean yourself.”
“Whatever you slug.” Katsuki huffed out, going along with it simply to get her
off his back.
***** Feelings *****
Chapter Summary
     Kaminari confronts Bakugou... f e e l I n g s.
     Yes almost every sharper has smut.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Katsuki stumbled into the bathroom, hearing water already rushing. He grunted
in displeasure and pulled his sweaty tank top off of his chest. Fiddling with
his pants next and kicking them off. Letting them pile up on the floor as he
walked in. But the sight of blond hair, that looked way too familiar for
comfort, made him pause.
Before Denki could spot him Katsuki quickly turned heel, and headed straight
for the lockers again to redress. There is no way in hell he's going to see
Denki twice in one day. He couldn't. The water stopped and Bakugou panicked. He
was fumbling with getting his clothes on.
“Katsuki-”
“I was just leaving.” The ash blond snapped.
“But you just… got here?” Kaminari questioned with a tilt to his head.
“Yeah, I know. Whatever. Just get out.” Katsuki hissed, short fusing as he
cussed at his clothes. Kaminari backed off, rushing out of the bathroom.
“Fucking hell, these damn… things! All because we fucked.”
Kaminari stopped outside of the bathroom, hand over his mouth. He was starting
to cry. Katsuki, saw him as a mistake. He was frantically pulling up his pants
as he heard the other cuss. “I don't even know why I thought there was
something-”
Katsuki pulled open the door, and the smaller blond paused. Tears beginning to
fill his eyes as he looked up at Katsuki. Their eyes locked for a moment before
he dropped his things and bolted. “OI!” Katsuki called out but Denki was long
gone by now. Katsuki let out a groan, bringing his palm to his face. His eyes
looking down at the floor and he finds himself staring at the clothes lying on
the floor.
Katsuki leant down to pick up the fabric, gently folding them. He held them in
his hands for a moment before walking towards the stairs.
His destination: Kaminari’s room.
He had no clue what to say, if anything at all. But he eventually stopped in
front of Denki’s room, where he left the folded clothes down on the ground in
front of the door. He had retired back to his own room, taking his thoughts
with him.
The next day rolled by just as quickly, and the next. It was on the third day
after they interacted when Kaminari finally approached Katsuki.
Class was over and Bakugou was once again avoiding everyone he could and making
a beeline straight for his own dorm, where he stayed for the rest of the day.
He had really become extremely introverted.
Today was different though and Kaminari finally worked up enough courage. The
blond stood in front of Katsuki’s door, taking a deep breath as he raised his
knuckles and knocked. It took a short while but Katsuki eventually opened the
door, “What-”
Kaminari launched himself into the other’s arms, palms resting on his chest and
lips meeting each other again. Katsuki stumbled back in shock, Kaminari kicked
the door closed with his heel as he pulled from the chaste, and all too quick,
kiss.
“Are you going to talk to me now?” Kaminari stated, a faint smile on his lips
as he looked up to the taller male.
“What… is there to talk about..?” Katsuki’s eyes darted towards the wall to
avoid eye contact with the other blond.
“Look… talk to me Katsuki, you are sending mixed signals!” Kaminari puffed up
his cheeks. “I don't know, just… tell me what's going on in your head.”
Kaminari’s eyes looked up, the yellow tint making him look bright even in the
dark room.
“There's… there's nothing to talk about!” Katsuki snarled, defences raising up
once again.
“Was I a mistake to you!?” Kaminari’s hands pushed into the broader ones of
Katsuki.
“The hell do you mean? Of course you weren't!” Katsuki hissed. “But I was to
you, you just pulled your pants up and avoided me.” Denki’s eyes widened a bit.
“What the fuck was I supposed to do, I've never had this fucking hard of a time
around you before, it feels like my chest closes up on itself.” Katsuki tried
to spit venom but Denki started to laugh. “The fuck is so funny to you, you
dead battery.”
Denki leaned his mouth in for a kiss, Katsuki’s body tensing up again. A
familiar feeling in his chest that he keeps running from swelling. “I like you
Katsuki, I thought you only saw me as a quick fuck so I avoided you.” The
electric blonds breath pressed against Katsuki’s lips. Does he… like Kaminari?
It clicked in the mind of the denser, more oblivious blond. Katsuki pushed his
lips back towards the other. Chaste and slightly chapped but Kaminari didn't
mind. Kaminari’s were soft and matched perfectly with the other blond.
Katsuki’s palms found a perch at the others hips, his head turning so he could
deepen the kiss. Kaminari’s hands tangling in Katsuki’s hair. Softly tugging so
Kaminari could push back in this battle. Tongues dancing with one another as
emotions bubbled to the surface. This relationship that had only started from
lust, with emotions coming in later… comparing them to your usual relationships
where it normally came from the other way around. Denki’s hands tugged at the
others eliciting a small moan from Katsuki. They had to pull from the kiss to
breathe but Katsuki immediately latched to the others neck, the low v-cut band
shirt made it easy for him to bite where he wanted.
Kaminari let out a mewl, pushing the other back, as Katsuki let this happen.
Once he felt the bed against the back of his legs he turned them so Kaminari
fell onto the bed instead, with Bakugou on top. His teeth rubbing against
Denki’s pulse line. The smaller boy let out a yelp as his body sparked to life.
The hair on Katsuki’s neck standing on edge. Bakugou’s hands start to push the
others t-shirt up, fingers brushing against his nipples. Kaminari pulled his
arms free and tugged the shirt off completely going in to kiss Katsuki, his
teeth meeting the ash blonde's lower lip. Who in turn groaned into the bite.
Katsuki pulled back, throwing his black tank top off to god knows where and his
hands shooting down to his partner’s belt. It was one of those stupid car seat
belts… oh well, it made things easier for Katsuki.
“Kacchan.” Kaminari whimpered out and Katsuki let out an annoyed huff as he
fiddled with Denki’s zipper.
“Don't call me that, you'll kill my boner.” He huffed while pulling the jeans
off of Denki.
“S-sorry.” Denki chuckled nervously. “Just Katsuki?” He tilted his head, eyes
batting softly. Katsuki found it oddly innocent despite the blond obviously
having an erection.
“Just Katsuki.” Bakugou whispered, untying the white string of his sweat pants
and pushing his clothes down his body.
“Well, just Katsuki, I want youuuuuu~ toooo~ fuck~ me.~” the thundery flirt
leaned back in the bed, his hands moving down to his pelvis. He had lidded eyes
and a blush tinting his cheeks.
Katsuki let out a boisterous laugh. “That was my plan.” He reached over to his
nightstand, pulling a small bottle of lube towards himself. “You know Denki…”
he whispered dripping the liquid onto his dick, fingers and his palm rubbing it
along his shaft as he looked over the other boy’s body. “The only thing that's
been getting me off lately is images of you.” He ran his tongue along his
teeth, crawling back onto the bed.
“Oh? Am I just that sweet?” Kaminari chuckled flicking his eyes along Katsuki’s
body. Katsuki leaned in, tongue sliding up between the others chest and to his
collarbone before biting down. The smaller boy squirmed.
“Considering you came back to me, you must have loved me ravishing your ass.”
He chuckled, rubbing his hips against the others, using one hand to hold his
position above Denki and the other to dive between the Kaminari’s ass cheeks.
“What can I say, you have a great dick.” Denki purred as if he had no shame. He
raised his hips towards Katsuki’s fingers. Katsuki leaned in to lick at the
others lips.
“I'm barebacking.” Katsuki whispered, his smirk changing its pitch ever so
slightly. He moved his body back, hand moving between them as he pushed his
dick in, he was slow which was so unlike himself. Denki’s body squirmed under
the unfamiliar feeling. Katsuki licked his lips as he pushed himself in. Denki
winced and let out a small moan. Kaminari’s hands traveled along the other’s
chest, enjoying his brawn body. Katsuki bit into Denki’s neck again, leaving
bite marks along his neck. His tongue darting out to lick along the bite marks
before diving in for hickies. It wouldn't be surprising if Katsuki ended up
having a marking fetish.
“Katsuki.~” the brighter blond mewled, his legs wrapping around his partner.
Bakugou continued leaving hickies along the others neck and shoulders. His
hands roaming along the leaner boy's chest, fingers pushing against his
nipples. He leant his chest forward, a small moan escaping his lips. Bakugou’s
hips moved, his dick pulling back and almost all the way out until he slid back
in completely. It was slow, teasing. Denki let out a whine, batting his eyes up
towards the smash blond. “Faster, hm, please.” Katsuki’s nails clawed at his
chest, hips bucking.
Katsuki didn't respond to the other’s words. His tongue, his teeth and his
mouth were too busy working at Kaminari’s neck and collar. His hips rutting
into the other, a hand of Katsuki’s reaching down to run a finger along Denki’s
frenulum. The shorter boy's hips twitched up, a soft moan escaping his mouth.
Katsuki’s hand wrapped around the others dick, with precision and focus Katsuki
moved his hand with the slightest twist of his wrist.
“Fuck Katsuki!” The boy below him squirmed, faint sparks releasing from his
body. The feeling of being shocked and having it vibrate along his dick was
becoming addicting to Katsuki. The bomb brute let out a simple rugged moan as
he bucked into the other. Kaminari clawed at the shoulders of the muscular boy.
“Kah…” his voice hitched, ass fighting around the other, sparking becoming more
frequent.
“Fuck… tight.” Katsuki whispered out hips moving smoothing into the others.
Sweat now sticking to his forehead. He pulled his face from the others
thoroughly bruised neck. His eyes were locked onto the face of the boy in front
of him. His eyes closed shut, red cheeks, biting his lip and brows pressed
together as he whimpered out. Katsuki licked over his own lips before moving
his mouth onto the others. He had a desire to make the pink skin there bruise
and swell. Kaminari moaned in the kiss, Katsuki biting the lower lip before
before his tongue met with the others. Kaminari’s tongue shot small volts which
made Katsuki flinched at first but the pain inflicted only made him more
determined.
“Denki,” Bakugou moaned into the kiss. Hips moving in less of a rhythm. “Fuck-
ah- shit.” He continued to groan out obsentities as he held himself up against
the boy. “I want you to cum,” Katsuki’s eyes bore holes into the others. “Show
me how good my dick makes you feel,” Kaminari’s back arched, spine shivering at
the low and sultry tone took him over. Katsuki’s hand moving quicker as his
hips stuttered.
“Kah~tsu~kiiiiii~” the other purred out head rolling back, nails digging
harshly into the other’s flesh. The electric user felt the coil in his stomach
snap, his voice hitching on the last syllable of the brute’s name. He hadn't
even realized he completely engulfed Katsuki’s dick, who in turn let out a
groan while still moving his hips. The over stimulation making the bright blond
twitch and whine, sending sparks out of his body. Katsuki finally caved and
with a snap filling the other.
It only took a few moments for Katsuki to catch his breath and pull free of the
other, whose thighs quivered. “Ahn-” Kaminari’s face contorted. Katsuki… had no
clue what to do.
“Uh… Uhm… you should probably… clean yourself while I… take care of the
sheets.” Katsuki’s face dusted over pink. There was something about seeing the
other completely spent, because of him. The bubbly fluttering feeling returning
to his chest again.
“Y-yeah…” the electric blond mewled out, trying to move his thighs but failed
miserably. This was so much more different than the quicky in the bathrooms.
“... sorry.” Katsuki mumbled, barely audible as he pulled Kaminari close and
lifted him bridal style. Did… did Katsuki just… apologize?
“I can clean myself.” Denki huffed, eyes avoiding the other.
“There's no way you can walk.” Katsuki rolled his eyes, moving the smaller boy
into his dorm’s bathroom which only contained a sink and toilet in the
traditional Japanese fashion. He sat Denki on the floor, turning on the faucet
and pulling out a small towel. “Don't make this hard for me or I'll leave you
here.”
“I already made things hard for you.” Denki let out a chuckle. Fucking… Denki.
Katsuki groaned and tossed the warm wet towel at the other.
“Fine clean yourself I'll go throw the blanket in the wash downstairs.” Katsuki
grumbled, glaring at the other but his blush made him seem more cute than
threatening. He rose from where he was sitting and pulled a pair of sweats on,
commando… nice. Kaminari rolled his eyes, still laughing at his own joke,
wiping the towel on his forehead to clean off the sweat first. Katsuki pulled
the bed sheet from his bed, “I'll be back.” He buffed as he left the room.
He was down the stairs in almost a heartbeat. Please, let there be no one in
the common room… “Katsuki-kun what happened to your back?” Ashido… great.
Katsuki turned his head, nearly spitting out a snarl. He didn't even tell her
but she started to giggle anyways. Fucking… “I couldn't reach an itch.” He
hissed as Sero raised his eyebrow with a snarky laugh. He threw the blanket in
the washer, set it to express, fifteen minutes and then he could throw it in
the dryer.
He let out a sigh making his way back up the stairs and to his room. Once in
the closed the door and let out a sigh. He'll get the sheet out of the dryer
tomorrow morning. Katsuki stepped further into the room. A slight pang of hurt
as he saw that his bed was empty… did… Denki leave again? Katsuki sighed,
walking into the bathroom to find Kaminari laying on the floor… asleep. He let
out a sigh, this time with a sound of happiness though he wasn't sure why. He
walked by to the other, gently scooping him into his arms.
“Mhm…” the other mumbled, eyes weekly opening before closing again. He must
have been tired. Katsuki laid the blond on his bed, pulling out a large t shirt
from his closet and returning to the other. He dressed the smaller in the black
shirt with a white skull on it… it was baggy on him, even more on the slimmer
boy. It was at his mid thigh, with the arm sleeves almost down to his elbows.
Cute…
Wait…
What?
Katsuki shook his head and crawled into bed, over Kaminari and flopping onto
his back. He brought his arms behind his head, and closed his eyes. They shot
back open when he felt an arm hook around him, a leg lace itself with one of
his own. Denki’s head snuggling up on his chest. The typically fierce male
moved his arms, one coming to rest at the others back and his other arm resting
at Denki’s hip. He let out a silent sigh and let his eyes fall shut again.
Chapter End Notes
     I hope your wheelies are laced up time to get ready to zoom.
***** Offical *****
Chapter Summary
     Kaminari and Katsuki make it official.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
The light filtered in through semiclosed blinds. The sun eventually causing
Katsuki’s eyes to flutter open. His brows furrowed and he raised a hand to his
forehead. He looked to the night stand on his right… no school today, it would
have gone off. Katsuki’s head turned towards the left and his heart skipped a
beat. Waking up made him forget he had Denki in his bed. The electric blond was
fast asleep, soft breathing with a partially opened mouth. He was cuddled up
onto Katsuki, clearly not moving much in his sleep. Bakugou stirred a bit,
starting to play with the others hair.
“Mhmmmm…. Katsuki?” Denki’s eyes bat open. Yellow eyes gazing upon Katsuki’s
own red ones. “Morning…” Kaminari snuggled back into Katsuki’s shirt.
“Morning you battery pack.” Katsuki let out a dry chuckle. “Are you hungry?”
Kaminari slowly opened his eyes again.
“I actually… have to ask you something Katsuki…” Denki moved up to kiss the
other gently before pulling back. “Are we… I mean.” His face turned a pale
pink. “Are we a thing or…” Katsuki leaned back up to kiss the other. What a
simple answer.
“Use today to recover. I'll be back, I have to go get my blanket.” He kissed
the other blond again before eventually slipping out of bed and getting
dressed… they are official. Katsuki gave a light peck before leaving. The
retrieval of his blanket didn't take too long. Katsuki returned shortly,
launching the blanket at Denki. Not too long after Bakugou returned there was a
banging at the door.
“OI KATSUKI!” It was Kirishima.
“Get lost you red triceratops.” Bakugou scoffed. Denki in turn covering his
mouth as he giggled. Katsuki let out a cuss, the banging continuing.
“Have you seen Denki? He never text me back and he's not in his room.” Katsuki
shot his bed leech a glare. Denki panicked.
“How the fuck would I know.” Bakugou hissed, waving his hand at Denki who in
turn tossed off the small blanket and slid off the bed. He scavenged up his
belt, his shirt and pants. He was kicking them all under the bed, the knocking
continuing.
“Bro this isn't fucking funny I'm worried as all hell. If you don't open up I'm
breaking down the door… I don't care if you're beating it or-”
“Alright, alright, fucking chill you god damn poppy.” Bakugou scuffled towards
the door. Kaminari panicked, dropping to the floor and scurrying under the bed
before Katsuki unlocked and opened the door.
“Woah… Uhm… what happened to you?” Kirishima’s eyes bugged out for a moment as
he looked along the bites and scratches on the others neck and shoulders.
“Does it fucking concern you? No? So shut the fuck up.” Bakugou hissed,
Kirishima only laughed in return, stepping in. “Oi I didn't say you could come
in!”
“Why what are you trying to hide.~” Kirishima teased, stepping further in.
“Woah I've never seen your room before-” Kirishima stopped mid sentence looking
towards the nightstand and floor.
“CONGRADU-FUCKING-LATIONS NOW YOU’VE SEEN IT-” Katsuki turned his head to where
Kirishima was looking. His face going pale. There were unused condoms on the
nightstand, paired with a half empty and open bottle of lube… and on the floor…
Denki’s Idiotic yellow briefs with a black hem, much smaller than a pair of
Katsuki’s boxers. Katsuki shot his face towards Kirishima, hands starting to
push the red head out. “Leave. Now.”
“You better be using protection!” Kirishima laughed out as he was shoved out
the door, having it slammed in his face. “IF YOU'RE NOT I'M TELLING IIDA YOU
HAD A GIRL STAY OVERNIGHT!” Kirishima didn't put two and two together… this
benefitted the boy's. Katsuki locked the door, resting his back against it and
letting out a sigh. Denki crawled out from under the bed, practically
chortling.
“You are so lucky that Kirishima can be a fucking idiot sometimes you know
that!” Bakugou snarled before laughing. “I'm lucky that dopes an idiot.”
“I'm sorry that was fucking great.” Kaminari laughed looking over the other.
The large t-shirt rising and falling softly as Denki slowly walked towards the
small fridge each dorm had. “Guess I'm camping out here until they give up
huh?”
“You sneak out the balcony and make your way to your own, come out and when
people tell you why you weren't in there say you fell asleep with headphones on
again.” Katsuki was blunt, leaning over and wrapping his arms around the
smaller boy's waist.
“Woah… you sure as hell aren't all muscle huh?” Denki teased.
“Unlike you I have both.” Bakugou laughed, peppering over Denki’s bruises with
soft kisses.
The two boys went steady for a while, to the point where they announced their
relationship… well more like Mina did because Denki might have let it slip.
Eijirou is triggered, realization that the hickies and bites he finds are
always from his best bros… no… he just… nope. Katsuki and Kaminari started
being more sneaky with their lewd actions, after Mina slipped the beans, the
dad of the dorms Iida became more suspicious of the two… thanks dad.
“Ugh… I gotta hit the gym today,” Katsuki mumbled under his breath. His hand
intertwined with his boyfriends.
“That's fine Kacchi.” Katsuki clicked his tongue. Denki had to give him a
nickname… of course it's just as annoying as Kacchan… “I have detention
anyways.” Kaminari whined.
“That's what you get for trying to cheat… writing notes on your arm you fucking
idiot.” Katsuki flicks the other's forehead.
“How mean.” Kaminari pouts, in turn Katsuki gives a quick kiss to move the pout
away… pda aside from hand holding isn't allowed so they have to do these things
in (mostly) private areas. Kaminari stuck out his tongue. “Whatever go spot
with Kirishima or whatever it is you call it.” Katsuki rolled his eyes, pulling
the other in for a longer kiss.
“AH MY VIRGIN EYES!” A peircing but sarcastic screech filled the air.
“SHUT UP KIRISHIMA!” Katsuki barked back. Denki laughed at his friends banter.
“I'll see you when I get back static.”
“Ah! You're always giving me a different nickname! Pick one!” Kaminari huffed
out.
“Bye Denki.~” Katsuki purred leaving the seat he had on the bench with Denki.
Who in turn groaned and whined sadly before pulling out his phone. Time to play
the best of games.
“Kaminari Denki? From class 1A?” An unfamiliar voice spoke up. Denki lent back
and hummed.
“That is I, what's up stranger...s?” There were three boys who looked older
than him.
“I heard you have an electric quirk how cool is that!” One of the three hummed
taking a seat next to him.
“Oh jeez, nah!” Kaminari was being bashful. “It's not… all that impressive.”
Kaminari laughed rather awkwardly.
“Hey you should come with us, our senpai actually has an electric type quirk
too! He might've able to show you some tricks!” The final boy spoke.
“Really?” Kaminari’s eyes sparkled up at them. “That sounds great!” He closes
his eyes with another bashful smile.
Chapter End Notes
     The fluff is a lie.
***** You let them *****
Chapter Summary
     Tw: Rape
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Kaminari slunk out of the bathroom. A panicked look on his face and an odd way
of walking. He wanted to go back to the dorms… he wanted to fall asleep.
Kaminari finished buttoning up his shirt and popping the collar. He didn't even
bother with the tie. His jeans sagged a little but he was in a rush to just get
out of there. He eventually found his way back to the dorms, stalking past
familiar faces and hoping to god he could just get to his room with no one
seeing him. He was on his way upstairs when a voice spoke up. “Oi there you are
shockwave.”
Fuck… he'd literally rather see anyone else right now.
“Are you okay Denki?” Katsuki spoke up again. A towel around his neck and water
bottle in his hand… he just got back from a jog.
“Ah… yea I'm fine just really super tired. Yea I'm going to go to sleep.” His
voice was shaking, he sped up towards the stairs not even looking towards his
partner. Katsuki followed knowing something was wrong.
“Denki.” Katsuki sped up, watching the other practically rush into his dorm
room. Swinging the door open but Katsuki caught it before it slammed shut.
Denki’s eyes met Katsuki’s.
The world seemed to stop for a moment, Katsuki was stunned by what he saw.
Kaminari took the chance to shove the door shut and slam his back against it.
Things stayed quiet for only a moment.
“Oi…” Katsuki spoke, his voice cold. “Those marks… they better be from sparring
or some shit.” Denki’s hand came up to grip his throat. He forgot to cover them
all. Damn. “OI!” Katsuki’s voice raised, whoever else was in the hall booked it
out of there. Kaminari kept silent… what could he say? You can't get marks like
his from a fight… Katsuki began to shove the door open, Bakugou being much more
stronger than Denki and some frigid wooden door. It was shoved open. Denki
stumbled back but caught himself on his desk.
“Kacchi…” Denki whispered, eyes full of fear as he looked over the broader boy.
Katsuki slammed the door behind him.
“Don't ‘kacchi’ me you fuck, the hell is on your neck?” Katsuki hissed. He
stood still in front of his boyfriend. He was giving him the benefit of the
doubt here… willing to listen to any excuse the shorter blond had. Kaminari
remained quiet… he couldn't lie to Katsuki. Rage began to fill the bomb.
“Where. Did. You. Get. Those.” It was a demand not a question.
“You're not an idiot Katsuki you know how!” Kaminari’s eyes began to fill. The
room going cold for a moment. Katsuki dropped his water stepping closer to
Kaminari, who in turn tried to back away but the taller grabbed his wrist.
Katsuki’s grip was much too tight.
“Did you let him.” Katsuki dripped, toxic seemed to be seeping from his body.
Denki remained silent, just looking away.
Bakugou shot his other hand to the others bruised neck, two fingers pushing
harshly into a bright purple hickey. “OW !” Kaminari hissed.
“You let him leave these on you.” Katsuki’s voice was cold as he increased his
grip on the other. “What else did you let him do, my guess is you let him fuck
you, eh?”
“There was three-”
“YOU LET THREE GUYS TAKE TURNS?” Katsuki grabbed the other's neck, squeezing at
it harshly. “You fucking whore.”
“Kah-” Denki struggled against Katsuki’s hand. Anger seeping from his body. He
let go of the others wrist and tore his shirt.
“Wow you let their mouths get far didn't you?” Katsuki snarled and threw Denki
back onto his bed. He let out caught as he struggled to sit up.
“No, Katsuki- it- I-” Denki was falling over his words, he had no clue what to
say or do.
“Oh shut the fuck up.” Katsuki pinned the other down, pushing his teeth into
the bruises on Kaminari’a body.
“It hurts-” the shorter blond whimpered, legs trying to push back.
“Like it doesn't hurt me? You let three fuckers take turns at your body, After
I caved in and felt these shitty feelings. What a load of fucking crap.”
Katsuki snarled, biting at the collarbone of Kaminari.
“Katsuki stop.”
“HAH! I bet you didn't say the fucking same to the boys you let abuse your
fucking body.” Katsuki’s face twisted, feeling sparks shoot on his own body.
“Katsuki- I- they-”
“Shut up! You could have told them no! You could have shoved them off and ran!
For fucks sake you could have shocked them all! But no you let them mark what's
mine, you let them in you. YOU LET THEM.” Katsuki was seething. Kaminari’s body
tried to curl up as he felt his partner undo his belt.
“You're in class 1A, preparing to be a strong hero but yet you couldn't do shit
because you fucking wanted them!” Katsuki pulled the other's belt off. Kaminari
choked out a small sob. His arms struggling against his boyfriend. Katsuki
pulled back, flipping Kaminari as if he was weightless. He pulled the electric
boy's arms back, tightening the belt around his arms. Denki’s face eventually
being pressed into the mattress.
“The real kicker is that you let three fucks do these things to you willingly.
You fucking let them but no, when it comes to me you try to push me back. What
were your arms and legs magically broken for them or do you get off on being
gangbanged?” Kaminari decided it was best to be quiet, feeling his pants behind
pulled from him. Kaminari gave up the small struggle he was putting up. He felt
his pelvis tense… Kaminari felt sick… this was arousing him.
Katsuki paused for a moment, his hands spreading Denki’s ass which was still
wet, it had some cum still dribbling out. Katsuki’s face twitched in anger.
This was supposed to be his boyfriend. His significant other. He squeezed
Denki’s ass harshly, who in turn let out a pained whine into the bed.
“Fucking whore. Tell me, did any of them remind you of me. Was I even on your
fucking mind.” Katsuki spit onto the others perked ass, noticing his body
flitch. Katsuki pulled his own dick free. He was sporting an erection, a full
on rage boner. It happened too quickly for Kaminari to understand exactly what
was going on. Katsuki’s hand shot forward and pulled the other blond head back.
“Did I ever fucking cross your mind or did you do it to spite me!”
Kaminari choked out on a cry, he was afraid… he was aroused… he was confused.
“Katsuki- please-” his voice was left in broken sobs.
“Did you even know their names?” Kaminari’s body kept twitching and shaking
under his boyfriends force. Katsuki pushed his face back into the bed.
“No, it's fine. Just fucking fine.” Bakugou let out a shaky moan, pounding his
hips into the other mercilessly. “I'll just have to fucking reclaim what's
mine!” Katsuki felt like a feral and angry alpha wolf. Kaminari’s lips pursed
together as tears fell onto his sheets. He kept quite, obeyed, letting Katsuki
get it out of his system. His thighs shaking, his mind telling him he didn't
like this but his body reacting much differently. Denki’s own dick twitching
with excitement. What was going on with him.
“Katsuki…” the other whimpered, seeming more like a moan.
“... eh?” Katsuki paused, reaching an arm around to feel up on Denki’s cock.
“Heh… heheheheheh… you're getting off on this you sick fuck! Is that why you
cheated! Did you need to feel this fucking pathetic!” Katsuki’a words stung.
Kaminari nuzzled his face into his sheets just hoping… it would all be over
soon… he was so confused.
Katsuki’s hips kept moving, hand coming to pull the others head back harshly as
he leaned in to bite furiously at the other. Katsuki most defiantly broke skin
at some points. Kaminari let out a closed mouth moan, trying to convince his
body to act differently. Bakugou’s lips let loose a slew of insults,
humiliating and degrading. Kaminari let out another choked sob as he felt his
prostate being abused.
As soon as it started it was over. Katsuki’s chest heaving as his eyes held
close. He stayed like that for a few moments… silence filling the room.
Kaminari started to cry out. Katsuki snapped back into reality. He pulled his
dick free of the other, pulling up his pants and buttoning them before
unsnapping the belt that held Denki captive.
He didn't look back as he left Denki’s room. Kaminari didn't have the power to
call out or turn to Katsuki. He just…stayed there with his face against the
bed, cum dripping down his thighs… and a desperate hard on. His dick hurt, he…
had to take care of it.
With a shaky hand and eyes still letting out choked cries he moved his wrists
with force. His mind telling him it was Katsuki who was roughly handling his
dick. Why… why… why did he like that… he hated himself. Crying starting to calm
himself down as his hand started to treat himself more gently…
“Kacchi…” he whispered, blinking away more tears…
Chapter End Notes
     AND THE WHEELIES ARE ON
***** The club, the rain and the talk *****
Chapter Summary
     I didn't have a beta reader for this, so let me know if I made any
     mistakes!
     Tw: underage alcohol/rape mention
“Hey Denki you alright?” Kirishima looked over Denki, who was wearing a sweater
despite the weather being so hot. “You haven't come out of your room since
Friday.” Ah… the night Katsuki… Denki shuttered.
“I'm fine Kirishima, just sick is all.” Denki chirped up with a soft smile on
his face. “I'm just tired is all.”
“Are you gonna be okay?” Kirishima pat the others shoulder, the blond trying
not to wince in pain. “You've been in there all weekend… I'm worried about you
bro.”
“I'm fine really, we should head to class.” The smaller boy gave the best smile
he could, body still aching in pain and eyes still puffy.
Katsuki wasn't in class that day.
Or the next…
Or the day after…
He returned on the fourth day, late to class… no one said anything, just looked
in shock. Katsuki didn't bother hiding the sick and malformed bruises on his
neck. From his collarbone to his jaw were gross shades of deep purple, fading
greens and yellows paired with harsh reds. His eyes were bloodshot and his face
had scratches that were healing over. A bandage on his right hand, keeping two
fingers together and bruises along the other. On the off chance his uniform
would raise you could see the same grossly bruises on his wrist that paired so
well with the ones on his throat… who knows what was under his clothes. Was
that… a black eye? Kaminari looked on in horror… seeming to forget about what
happened to him and flooding over with concern for Katsuki.
No one asked any questions. If they did he didn't answer. Katsuki kept to
himself, he seemed to cut ties with everyone. His performance in school
dropping to average grades at best, his physical ability dwindled. He didn't
talk unless spoken to and even then his voice was so cold… so distant. It was
like that for the two weeks that followed…. with each passing day another
bruise was added to his body. Kaminari was afraid… he… wanted to help Bakugou.
He still loved Katsuki. What was hurting him… he made up his decision. He was
going to keep an eye on Katsuki, figure out what was going wrong.
That's how he found himself after curfew, in streets he didn't recognize while
following Bakugou… who looked nothing like he would normally. A skin tight
black long sleeve, a vneck cut at that. Grey skinny jeans that were torn in
places. Scuffed up black boots and at one point Denki could have sworn he was
wearing makeup. He had been following Katsuki for a while until he stopped in
front of a club. Denki hadn't seen this part of town… certainly not this club.
Katsuki passed the bouncer, said bouncer not even giving him a second look…
almost as if Katsuki was a regular. Kaminari shook his head, pulling his shades
down… he'll have to get in if he wants to see what Katsuki had been up to. He
put his hand on the building to mess with the electricity before sneaking his
way in past the bouncer. The club was dark until blue static traveled along the
walls from a man in the back, which looked to be a VIP section. Once the lights
flicked back on Denki knew where he was… it was a gay strip club. There were
dancers and alcohol and… he doesn't want to know what what's going on in that
corner…
His face flushed as he brought his hood up, as he did he caught the familiar
form of his partner waltzing into the VIP section. He just took a seat and
grabbed one of the bottles Kaminari could only assume was alcohol. Even in the
dim lights Katsuki’s visible skin looked just as horrible. More of it was
exposed in this light and with his clothes being so tight on his body. Kaminari
kept watch on the other, anxiety overwhelming him.
The man who used the blue electricity sat back down, Katsuki hooking his leg
over the man to straddle him. Leaning his head back as he drank from the
bottle. The man he was sitting on started groping at Katsuki’s ass. Denki’s
teeth ground seeing this. Rage boiling over… that was his boyfriend!
Oh… Kaminari’s eyes softened… was this the anger the other felt? He shook his
head ignoring the thoughts and keeping his eyes on Katsuki… whose hips were
moving onto the others… such explicit acts in public. Kaminari’s face burned.
Katsuki and the stranger were laughing, about what? Kaminari will never know.
The blonde began to panic watching the older man try to kiss Katsuki. Bakugou
shoved the others face away. The older man decided to lift katsuki by the
thighs, turning them both on the couch… his mouth lapping at the others neck.
Bakugou was too busy downing a bottle to are much as his body was being bit at
and touched.
Kaminari wanted to puke… he held it in as the older man took Katsuki by the
hand and lead him away from the VIP. Kaminari tried his best to follow even
with the crowd. The red lights making it harder to see people. The young blond
ignored the men on stages in practically no clothing… how embarrassing. He
followed behind Katsuki, fear and anger in his body. He watched as the older
man went into a room, past a pair of bodyguards. Kaminari froze trying to think
of a plan, he clicked his tongue. His brain went into overdrive as he heard a
scream.
“I said no!” It was Katsuki. The body guards started to laugh.
“Boss sure picked a feisty new toy, eh?” The guards laughed, some glass could
be heard crashing. Denki panicked. He stepped up to the guards, his finger
pulled out.
“Bam.” His voice went cold as he shot out electricity, shocking the guards and
not letting them go until he saw their eyes roll back into their heads.
Kaminari hurried into the doorway. He slammed it open.
Katsuki was shirtless with the strange man's hand around his throat. The large
man turned to Denki, katsuki winced but looked as well. The older man let
Katsuki go.
“Bakugou! Are you okay?” Denki didn't bother looking at the older man.
“What the fuck are you doing here!” Katsuki was enraged. “It's not safe!”
“What am… no, what are YOU doing here!” Kaminari tried to step closer but the
older man shot a blue bolt near Denki’s head.
“Wow Kitty I knew you were a whore but I didn't know you were into this type.”
“Don't fucking hurt him.” Katsuki seethed, the older laughing. Kaminari almost
hissed, hands sparking up. The man with blue electricity laughed louder,
clearly drunk.
“Woah there Sparks, watch it, don't wanna upset Kitty.” Denki shook his head.
“Katsuki were going home.” Denki tried to approach but blue sparks lined along
the floor.
“Sorry Sparks, Kitty isn't going anywhere till I get what I want.” Kaminari
hissed at the older man.
“Stop calling me Sparks.” The older man laughed.
“What a spunky little femboy.” The yakuza looking man shot blue electricity but
Katsuki charged, clocking the guy across the face before kicking him in the
balls. Denki barely dodged the lighting bolt. The man knelt over in pain, a
drunken slur of words falling from his lips. Katsuki rushed towards Kaminari
and took his hand.
“C’mon we're going out the back way.” He dragged the brighter blond through the
crowd of dancing people and out the back exit and into an alleyway.
“Kacchi, I'm so glad you're okay!” Denki perked up, almost screaming with joy
as he tried to cling to Katsuki’s arm. Bakugou on the other hand pushed
Kaminari away. It was raining.
“Leave. I didn't want you to ‘save’ me.” Katsuki shoved Kaminari away. Kaminari
of whom looked confused.
“What? But you told that man no? Look at your bruises!” Denki’s face scrunched
up looking over the exposed chest… feeling of dread overcoming him.
“Katsuki why?” Was what escaped Kaminari’s lips.
“Because I fucking want to.” Katsuki snared approaching Kaminari again.
“No! Talk to me Katsuki! Why!” Kaminari started screaming.
“You know I guess I figured out why you cheated, being abused is pretty fucking
addicting!” Katsuki dropped with venom. Kaminari shook his head.
“So it was my fault you went off and started doing this shit?”
“If you want to put it that way sure, I guess you fucking did!” Katsuki
continued to retort, Kaminari’s walls breaking down. He a fan to cry, knees
falling to the floor. He was so angry and upset he didn't know what he should
do. “Why the fuck are you the one crying!”
“They had a nullification quirk!” Kaminari screamed. Tears streaming from his
face. The world seemed to stop for a moment.
“... they…. what…” Katsuki’s voice went weak.
“I tried to tell you but I couldn't get it out… one of the three guys… had a
nullification quirk…” Kaminari looked up to the other. “They'd let me shock
them only so it'd feel good for them but if it got out of hand I was
nullified…” he started desperately sobbing.”I'm not like you or Kiri I don't
have any muscle, I couldn't do anything.” Kaminari was crying wiping tears from
his face. Katsuki dropped to the floor, his eyes looking on in horror.
“You were raped? Why didn't you tell-” Bakugou froze… Denki tried to tell him…
but Bakugou just… “I raped you… and right after you were…” Bakugou’s eyes
looked down at the other reminiscent of a dead fish. “I…” he was frozen. What
had he done. Kaminari shook his head.
“It's fine! We're fine! Katsuki I forgive you if you forgive me.”
“You did nothing wrong it was all me!” Katsuki was starting to cry now too, it
was hard to tell the tears apart from the rain. Kaminari cupped the others face
and brought him in for a kiss.
“I love you Katsuki, I think I really do.” Katsuki caved in, kissing the other
back. Bakugou’s own hands cupping the others as the rain beat against his skin.
“I'm sorry… I… I think I… love you too.” Katsuki kissed him again, lips mashing
together softly. “Denki…” he whispered, pulling the other other close, tongues
meeting in a need to reintroduce one another. “In so sorry.”
“It's fine… let's just… go home okay?” Denki held the other close, both of them
rising from the dirt. Hands entertaining as they used to. They took the short
way home, both tired and wanting sleep… they were stupid. Aizawa stood waiting
for them to return home, he waved them into the doors.
“Sorry…” Katsuki whispered.
“You're fine.” Kaminari whispered back, pressing his lips into the other's
knuckles.
“So are you two going to tell me where you were?” Aizawa spoke, eyeing them
both. “Before that Katsuki what the hell happened to you.”
“U H M.” Kaminari froze, they'd be expelled if that told the truth. Katsuki
tugged the other’s hand.
“Electric user's.” His voice was calm as he stared back at Aizawa.
“Look I know you both are young, you wanna know how your parts work I get it. I
was your age once but for fucks sake… first off you're both pst curfew and
second off, it looks like Katsuki had been abused in a dungeon.” Aizawa huffs.
“A week of house arrest. Fucking hormonal teenagers.” He waved them off. An
embarrassed Kaminari trying not to laugh as Katsuki dragged him up to his room.
“I love you Kacchi.~”
***** Get rid of it *****
Chapter Summary
     Tw: drugs
“Ahhhhhh.~” Kaminari flopped into Katsuki’s bed. “A week of house arrest, with
Aizawa over our shoulders… I hated it!” Denki buried himself into his partner's
pillows. “I couldn't even cuddle you in the common room!” Katsuki let out a
sigh, patting the other's head.
“I know Denki, I know.” Katsuki was out of it, one earbud in and the other out.
He's been like this since he got back short answers and looking dazed.
“Hmmm Kacchi I'm worried about you, are you feeling okay?” Denki poked at his
boyfriend's cheek.
“I'm fine, not okay… still thinking… how are you so fucking happy?” Katsuki
raised a brow at the other.
“Because I have you.~♡” Kaminari bounced up in the bed, resting his head on
Katsuki’s shoulder. Katsuki’s face turned a hue of pink.
“Sh-shut up with that cheesy crap.” Katsuki hissed, turning his face and
pouting.
“You are so absolutely adorable Kacchi!” Kaminari wrapped his arms around the
other's shoulders, kissing at his jaw and neck, the baggy sweater covering down
below his hips (which was totally Katsuki’s sweater… everyone knew).
“Shut up!” Katsuki kept turning more red. He was never good with mushy things.
On the other hand Kaminari loved being affectionate like this. Well… Katsuki
didn't exactly hate it… he just wasn't used to it but he did love it.
“Ahhhhh Kacchi gimme kiss~♡ kiss~♡ haven't kissed you in a week.” Kaminari
pouted, he was whining and begging for a kiss. Katsuki caved into those
sparkling eyes. He turned his head and met the other's lips. It was a soft and
slow kiss, but let's all be honest it turned into a makeout. “Thank you
Kacchi.” Kaminari purred while retreating for the bathroom. Katsuki huffed and
fell back in bed. Kaminari jumped into the bathroom, looking at his reflection
for a moment when he saw a bag shoved behind the toilet. It was well hidden, it
had a small garbage can blocking its view but Kaminari found it of all people.
The blonde’s eyes looked over to Katsuki before closing the door.
“I found Kacchi’s porn.” Kaminari let out in a sing song voice while locking
the door. He wanted to tease his partner
“... Porn? I don't… have porn?” Katsuki scrunched up his face in confusion.
Panic settling in as he jumped from the bed after realizing what the other
meant. “Denki don't touch that!”
“Why can't I see what my boyfriend likes~ maybe we could try the things in your
dirty magazines.” Kaminari reached down, pulling the thick white bag from its
hiding spot… it was heavy. “How much do you have in here? You might have more
than me!” He let out a giggle while setting the bag on the counter.
“I swear to god Denki do not open that!” Bakugou was fuming, frantically trying
to open the locked bathroom door.
“Why not.” Denki thought this was all a game, he went about untying the bag and
peeking in. There were smaller bags and a tiny notebook… that didn't look like
porn.
“Because Denki that's!?... personal…” Katsuki’s voice began to waver. There was
no convincing Denki not to open the bag. Kaminari pulled open the book. There
were combinations of numbers then letters then more letters. The notebook
wasn't exactly full but it wasn't empty either. As Denki flipped through it he
just became more confused.
“What are all these numbers and stuff for? Some sort of bro code?” He chuckled.
Kirishima and Bakugou were much more invested into the ‘bro’ stuff than he was.
“Denki put it back. Please.” Katsuki? saying please? How rare. Kaminari had to
find out why. His hand dove into some of the other bags, of which one was
ripped and it poured its contents onto the floor. Kaminari stared at the floor
in shock. On the floor were now strands of unused condoms, a few bottles of
lube, little bottles of alcohol shots and… cigarette packs?
“Denki open the fucking door!” Katsuki was beating his hand against the door
now. Kaminari looked towards it and finally unlocked the door, swinging it open
and locking eyes with his partner.
“What the fuck.” Kaminari was angry, who wouldn't be. “What is all this?”
Kaminari looked over Katsuki as if he could magically take an answer from the
others brain.
“I… I can't… Fuck... Kaminari.” Katsuki ran his hand through his hair and
sighed. Denki reached down to grab at the things.
“I can understand condoms or lube, we’re active but what the hell,” he shoved a
carton of the gross puffable sticks in Katsuki’s face. “Is this?” Kaminari
snarled. “And- and- these weird ass shot things!” Kaminari took one of the
small bottles that certainly wasn't the lube. “What is this? You do realize if
anyone else but me found this you'd not only be expelled but never get your
hero license?”
“I KNOW!” Katsuki didn't mean to yell but he did. Denki jumped back in shock.
“Look I know… it's just… it's hard to explain.”
“When?” Kaminari looked the other over.
“The night I snuck out for the first time.” Katsuki avoided eye contact.
“Where?” Kaminari began to put the objects back into the bag.
“A different club from the one you were in.” Katsuki started to hug himself.
“Who?” Kaminari snared, tying up the bag again.
“The fucker you saw in the club.” Katsuki finally met the others eyes.
“Why?” Kaminari closed his and breathed in, he was stressed.
“I don't feel comfortable saying.” Katsuki was now the one getting angry.
“If you don't talk to me I will inform Aizawa. For your health.” Denki tilted
his head, starting to push the other other out of the bathroom.
“I snuck out the night I took advantage of you. I was mad at you, mad at
myself. I had to escape so I did and I met that fucker near the mountains and
he invited me to have a drink at the local club.” Katsuki’s eyes squinted as
his brow furrowed. “I told him I would because I had nothing else to loose I
thought.” Katsuki moved back to sit on his bed. Denki joined.
“And?”
“And I got hooked! He gave me some shots and I kept taking them! He offered a
drag and I liked that too! He offered sex and I-” Katsuki froze, hand shooting
up to cover his face.
“So… you did sleep with him…” Katsuki blinked away tears while looking at
Denki.
“It's more complicated than that but please… don't make me explain it any
more.” Katsuki reached out to hold the other's hand.
“You're going to cold turkey all of it. Now. Then you're going to throw all
this out. Once you get back you're explaining that book to me.” Kaminari was
fierce with what he said. His normal playful mood replaced by one with a
serious nature.
“Yea…” Katsuki took the bag, putting all the objects in it and heading out… he
didn't look the other in the eyes. Katsuki just… snuck around to put said bag
outside in the giant trash but there on the couch was Aizawa… fuck. They
weren't under house arrest why was he still here! Bakugou panicked, heading
back for the stairs. There was one creaky and loose board he knew about. He
pulled it and managed to stuff the bag into the loose board. He made his way
back to his dorm… he'd have to remember to get rid of that bag later.
“Kacchi, you’re back.” Kaminari jumped up, nuzzling into the talkers skin.
“Thank you for getting rid of it… now… what was with the book?” Kaminari pulled
back, bringing the other with him to sit on the bed.
“It… fuck how do I even begin with that… can I just give a simple answer?
Please?” Katsuki was extremely uncomfortable in this moment.
“Fine… just as long as you tell me.” Kaminari held the other's hand close, his
eyelashes batting. Denki was always so beautiful, even with his messy hair he
had amazing eyes.
“You know how sometimes in grungy bathroom stalls you'll find people's numbers?
Yea… it's… like a fuck book… don't ask about it any more. I fucked up and got
involved in some really nasty shit but I'm putting it behind me.” Katsuki
looked down, the other blond letting out a sigh. The electrical boy cupped the
others face and kissed him softly. He said the words he doesn't say often,
between the two of them they rarely say it…
“I love you Katsuki.”
***** You promised me *****
Chapter Summary
     Katsuki's trying he really is.
     Tw: Smoke/alcohol
     Note: this wasn't part of the original plot so just consider it
     filler in a way. Chapter could probably be skipped with no problem.
He couldn't give them up…
Katsuki sat there on his floor, his balcony door opened a tad. He was blowing
the smoke out without any problems except for guilt. He said he's cold turkey
but fuck… it was so hard. He's cut back on the alcohol by a lot but he still
can't give that up either. He loved the burning feeling as it would slide down
his throat or the buzzing in his head… how words would roll off his tongue with
no conflict. He couldn't give up the snaking either… he was more in love with
the look of the smoke coming out than the gross nicotine taste… perhaps he
should snoop around and get a nicotine-less vape. At least then he wouldn't
feel so guilty.
Bakugou tilted his head back and groaned, eyes flicking to the book near his
bed…
He couldn't give that up as easily as he hoped. He wants to, believe that, but
he physically can’t. He got involved with the wrong crowd, he got addicted to
the things they exchanged, he loved the danger and the rush of it… and it hurt
him.
He blew out the smoke again into the window. His fan sitting behind him to make
sure no smoke stayed in, he didn't want his ceiling turning yellow. Then there
was a knocking at his door.
“Fuck.” He sighed. He threw the cigarette out and put it out with his soda can.
“Who is it and the fuck do you want.”
“It's your best bro and he was what you were just doing.” Shit… Kirishima.
Katsuki stood, closing the door and walking back to the entry way. He opened
it. “Man, let me in we need to talk.”
“Get in.” Katsuki let the other in, making room for his friend. Kirishima walks
in and Bakugou closes the door.
“So uh…” Kirishima sat on his bed, the sheets smelt of smoke. “Are you… is
everything okay bro?” Katsuki snarled.
“I'm doing just fucking fine. If that's all you needed to hear get the fuck
out.” Katsuki clicked his tongue, rubbing the back of his neck. The severe
bruising was healing… grossly green and yellows but there were some more
brighter purples and reds around his wrists and chest.
“I'm just- I saw the smoke and I'm worried about you bro… I'm not going to
report you or anything but… I'm just worried you know. That shit is mad bad for
your health.” Kirishima curled his legs into his chest.
“It doesn't fucking concern you.” Katsuki walks back towards the balcony and
swings the door open. He took the can and the cigarette butt, throwing the dud
into the open can.
“It may not concern me but what about Denki.” Katsuki but his lip as his friend
spoke. “He cares for you a lot, and you told him you'd cut that shit out.”
“I'm working on it! It just… it takes time.” Bakugou sat back on the ground,
running his hand through his hair. He let out a deep sigh.
“Bro… at least tell Kaminari…” Kirishima leant back as Bakugou lit up another.
“I can't… I just… can't… I don't want to hurt him… he's been so happy but I'm
just a fucking mess.” Katsuki let out a sigh as his head fell back. Bringing
the gross stoke to his lips and puffing it out again. “I just… fuck.” Tears
started to well up in his eyes as he continued to speak. “I'm sorry…”
“Katsuki c’mon please.” Kirishima was begging. “Tell Denki, ask him to help
you, do something! I don't wanna watch my best friend die slowly while my other
watches their boyfriend die just… that's fucked.”
“I'll tell him.”
“Good! I'm glad I got through to you!” Kirishima let out a sigh as he stood up.
“Now that that's out of the way time to snack on some grub.” Kirishima was
heading out to leave Katsuki alone with his thoughts. He let his head fallback
for a moment… he crawled over to reach under his bed.
“Down the hatch.” It burnt… the warm liquid from his hidden bottle going down.
He'd tell Denki… eventually…
---
“Kacchi, Kacchi…” Denki was whimpering in front of the door. “Kacchi you're not
picking up your phone I'm worried about you please…”
The door pulled open. “Sorry I was sleeping.” He had bags on his eyes and fresh
bruises on his body. Denki pushed in, palms at the others chest.
“What happened, are you alright?” Denki paused, leaning in. “You smell like
alcohol.” The shorter blond’s face narrowed. “Katsuki. Why do you smell like
alcohol.” He was clenching his jaw, looking over Bakugou angrily. “Katsuki!”
“I'm sorry okay! I can't just up and off it all!” It's been another week since
Kirishima came to talk to him. Kaminari began to spark up, his hair raising to
the static.
“Bakugou Katsuki you promised me you'd quit!” The smaller male was furious.
“Who gave you those bruises! Did you go back to the club-”
“It's not from sex with strangers, I went last night to cut ties and they
weren't happy about it! I told you I'm stopping it all completely… I'm getting
better just… please be patient with me.”
“Katsuki… I… okay… I'm here for you.” Kaminari whispered, expression softening
as he approached the other. He wrapped his arms gently around the other.
“Please Kacchi… I don't want this for you.” His voice was soft and caring. “I
want you to get better okay?” He kisses the other's cheek. “I won't kiss you
until you at least brush your teeth.” He chuckles.
***** Can we go to the mall~ *****
Chapter Summary
     Denki just wanted to go to mall. Denki just wanted to have a good
     time. Denki just wanted hIS SWEETS.
Katsuki’s been better… the smoking stopped… the alcohol- eh- nearly. He still
took swigs every now and then, of course he was getting better though. He
stifled a yawn, stretching out his body as he looked around the room. Sunlight
barely made it into the room but there was enough of it to see the sunlight
drift off of Denki’s face. He was beautiful. Katsuki’s face flushed.
“Oi voltage, get up.”
“Mhnnnn… don't wanna.” The bright blonde cuddled closer into Katsuki. Denki’s
smaller frame so nicely wrapped in one of Katsuki’s shirts.
“C’mon move, I'm going to go make us food.”
“Mmmmmnnnnnnoooooooooooooo…” Katsuki shoved Denki off. “Nooooooooo…” the
electric blond curled up in the blankets and rolled to the left. He fell off
the bed. “Nnnnnnnnoooooooo.” Katsuki laughed out playfully, slinging his body
off the bed and pulling up some sweat pants.
“I'll be right back livewire.” He chuckled walking past him and towards the
door. Denki kept whining, he wasn't a morning person at all. Katsuki was far
from one as well but he had to get up to take care of the mess of electricity
he called a lover. He was going to make some pancakes, Denki’s favorite being
the absolute sweetness of cupcake pancakes… though it was more like a cake so
is it even breakfast? Sato was even impressed with Katsuki’s cooking… he never
told people out of fear of the bomb man. Katsuki eventually walked back into
his dorm room, two plates in his hands as he slid in.
“Mmm?” Denki whispered, still huddled in the large blanket on the floor.
Katsuki stepped over him and sat on the bed.
“C’mon minefield, I brought you breakfast.” Katsuki was smiling softly.
Kaminari reached his arms out and grabbed Katsuki’s calve.
“Kacchi~ you beautiful man~ I love you so much.” Denki looked up at his partner
with sparkling eyes.
“Yea, yea, I know. Here's your plate.” Denki took the plate with gratitude,
immediately starting to eat up the food. “Sweet!~”
“I know. Get up here and eat.” Katsuki hums, eating some of his own food. Denki
struggled out of his blanket of a cocoon and onto the bed. His hair a static
mess as he munched away. He was nearly purring as he ate the sugar loaded food.
“Do you have any plans for today Kacchi?” The electrical boy tilted his head,
putting another fork full of food between his lips.
“I was going to go for a jog… but if you don't have anything planned…”
“Can we go to the mall!?” Denki beamed, excitement flooding over him as he
looked over the other. Katsuki sighed but smiled.
“Sure.” Kaminari made an adorable expression as he hurriedly ate the rest of
his breakfast before rushing into the shower. Katsuki finished up soon after,
putting the plate down and joining his partner in the shower. “Perverted
Kacchi, sneaking into the shower.”
“Oh shut it.” Katsuki playfully hissed while sliding in with the other under
the warm water. His hands helping clean the other's hair. Denki’s weak spot was
his scalp. He mewled out as Bakugou massauged his head. The other returning the
favor. There was something subtly innocently romantic about bathing together.
“Hmmm~ we can stop by that sweets place, get some more foods for here…”
“More lu-” Katsuki was nudged in the side by his boyfriends elbow.
“If you behave maybe.~” Kaminari chirped, washing off his skin before leaving
the shower.
“I'll treat you to the bakery by the side of the mall.” Katsuki turns off the
water, stepping out of the small shared space.
“Ah? Really?” Denki had a toothbrush in his mouth as he spoke. He gurgled and
spit as Katsuki started drying off his hair a bit… until it ‘boomed’. Kaminari
chuckled, his own hair already starting to static itself up. Katsuki moved past
the other to get dressed. Typical saggy jeans and basic black shirt. Him and
Denki swapped spots as if it was a ritual. Katsuki brushing now and Kaminari
throwing on one of his own jeans… and taking one of Bakugou’s shirts hostage.
It was a tad bit baggy but neither of them minded. “I still have cash left over
from the internship I could treat us.” Denki mumbled, Katsuki glancing at his
phone before his brows furrowed. He could have sworn he's blocked that number
numerous times. It buzzed again with an alert saying ‘I miss you’.
“Nah, I'll get it.” Katsuki let out a soft hum, flicking his fingers through
his hair. How could he sneakily grab his phone and spend moments deleting a
number without Denki noticing? He opted to shove it in his back pocket.
“At least let me pay for half.” Denki huffed bringing himself into the arms of
his boyfriend, getting up on his toes to kiss the other's cheek more easily.
“Fine. If you want we’ll split it.” Bakugou let out a sigh, wrapping an arm
around the others waist and swooping in to steal a chaste kiss. “C’mon then we
should get there in less than half an hour if we make the train now.” Denki
hummed softly and pulled away. His hands laced with his lovers as he pulled him
towards the door.
“Let's get going then!” The electric blond continued his excited ramblings as
he pulled his partner out the door. The smaller of the two always made more
small chat, Bakugou didn't exactly mind… it filled the silence listening to him
talk about anything and everything. The way to the mall was relatively quiet
but nothing compared to the emptiness of the mall. “Hmm… isn't it too quiet
Kacchi?” Denki squeezed at the other's hand nervously.
“I thought there was some sort of game or show that everyone was going to so it
isn't too weird.” Katsuki tilted his head back, he was annoyed with the buzzing
in his pocket. Denki let out a soft giggle as he pressed his face up against
the glass. It was that damn edgy teen store he liked that had that edgy music
shit. He rushed in to look around, Katsuki becoming increasingly worried. He
was going to check his phone but Denki rushed back out.
“We should eat before we buy a bunch of stuff! Let's go to the sweet place!”
Denki was beaming, thoroughly enjoying his venture with his significant other.
He had been tugging at Katsuki to follow behind; which he of course did. Denki
was enthralled to be spending time with Bakugou. They went down a relatively
thin alleyway laced with shops, too many were closed or shut down which made it
creepy if it wasn't already. Denki rushed ahead with a bright smile, nearly
jumping for the door. The lights were off and the door was locked but the sign
said open. “What a bunch of liars!”
Katsuki finally took this moment to check down at his phone, popping in his
password with no issue. There were so many texts. The most recent notification
banners said ‘I can't believe you're on a date’ and ‘I can see why you like
him’. The most recent that showed on his screen were images…
Of them.
The first one was of them walking into the mall, the next of Denki’s face
pressed up against the glass with an annoyed Bakugou not far behind, then one
of Denki in the edgy store ogling a band shirt which was followed up by an
image of Denki smiling towards the camera. The most recent one was pretty close
to Denki and of him struggling with the door to the bakery. Katsuki’s heart
sunk down his throat, cold air surrounding him with each and every hair
standing on edge. He felt his spine wanting to shake.
“Kacchi they are filthy li-”
“GET THE FUCK OVER HERE RIGHT NOW!” Katsuki wasn't playing games. Denki hurried
over to his boyfriend, scared and worried.
“Kacchi what's wrong?” Katsuki grabbed the other by his wrist, pulling him
behind.
“You need to get the fuck out of here! I know you're hiding you fucking
perverted coward! I'll kill you!” Katsuki was seething with rage, eyes shot
wide. If it was anyone else they'd only see rage. Kaminari saw fear. There was
distortion on the walls of the alleyway, two broad and large men walking
through them with a sick smile. Katsuki let go of Kaminari’s wrist, bringing
his palms to his sides. Blasts set off which only covered the sound of
footsteps from behind.
“Kacchi… what's going on?”
A boot kicked Katsuki’s back, shoving him forward. Two large hands jumping to
wrap around Kaminari. The strangers left holding Denki into a chokehold and his
right wrapped around his waist. This stranger was smart. He made sure Kaminari
wasn't close enough to stomp on his toes, grip strong enough so that he
wouldn't be surprised by a bite. Katsuki flipped his body, palm getting ready
for a strike but he paused as the man held Denki in front of him like a shield.
“Hey there Kitty.”
***** Alleyway *****
Chapter Summary
     Tw: rape/gang rape/ HEART THROBBING ANGST
     Katsuki loves you Denki...
“G-get off!” The man who had his body wrapped around Kaminari smelt disgusting.
A mix of heavy alcohol and creepy desperation. Not to mention his palms were
sweaty. Denki started letting out sparks but they had no effect on the adult
behind him. Blue sparks jumped from the older person and Denki realized who it
was.
“Come on now Sparks, we just came here for a good time.”
“Ao leave him alone. If it's me you want it's me you have.” Katsuki raised his
palms as if he was asked to raise them by an officer. His eyes shot panic to
his partner before returning to the other electricity user.
“Sparks, really? Is that the best you could come up with?” Although scared
Denki kept up a tough appearance, his body trying to fight off the older man.
That was the catch though, Ao was older and knew how to handle his quirk so
much better than a teenager. The smell of alcohol was making Kaminari light
headed. Katsuki tried to step closer but Ao pulled Denki in closer, clicking
his tongue and chuckling.
“I really don't think so. You still have to pay me back for the illegal
dealing. Besides even if you did my desires are more personal now. Sparks here
caught my eye. He's a cutie.” The older man dropped his tongue out letting it
flare up in blue sparks and brushed it along Kaminari’s neck.
“Ew- stop-” Denki’s body squirmed. He was sparking out more but the blue user’s
tongue was canceling it out. He was trying to raise his shoulder to stop the
adult from licking him. Denki’s body already felt like it was draining. Katsuki
hissed trying to walk forward but one of the larger men grabbed him from
behind, stabbing a syringe into Bakugou’s neck. Katsuki struggled, trying to
flip himself around with blasts jumping out from his palms. The man let Katsuki
go, who lost balance and dropped to one knee. His palms still flaring to life.
“Hey now, I hope you didn't overdose the kid. We don't know the anti-quirks
effects on an overdose.” Ao let out an aggravated sigh. “Either way that should
keep your boyfriend in check, Sparks.” Ao pulled at the blonde's waist bringing
his ass up against the strangers dick. He let out a perverted chuckle.
“Katsuki!” Kaminari called out. He panicked watching the other fall. He began
to wiggle and writhe unintentionally rubbing his ass against his captor. The
captor in turn let out a soft groan. Denki’s shocks became much more sporadic.
He was panicking.
Katsuki was hissing as the two other men approached him. His explosions were
becoming smaller and smaller. They lost their heat and umph, the overdosing
made his body weak. He couldn't quite move his legs and his arms were starting
to feel heavy. He felt absolutely useless.
“You'd better stop squirming so much Sparks or else we’ll neutralize you too…
but if I'm being honest,” Ao moved his hips against Denki’s ass with his hard
on much too obvious. “You struggling is getting me off.” Denki gasped at the
feeling. It was disgusting and unpleasant. He wanted to curl inside himself and
get away but he couldn't… the older man kissing at his neck causing his face to
flush in disgust.
“Katsuki!” He called out, his partner's arms caving in. Bakugou’s face hit the
pavement. Kaminari was trying to twitch his neck away and ignore the pervert's
dick as best he could. He wanted to reach out and save Bakugou.
“I'm fine- just- fuck- DON’T TOUCH ME!” Katsuki hissed at the men who started
placing their hands along his body. One of them turning Katsuki to completely
face Ao. Ao himself was purring into Denki’s ear.
“Make Kitty purr you two. I call dibs on Sparks here.” Ao licked his lips. The
hand on Denki’s waist traveled north to touch and prob at Kaminiari’s nipple.
The men in front chuckled, one groping at Katsuki’s aaa as he was defenceless.
“Don't touch him!” Kaminari growled. Volts flying off his body in anger. His
body was trembling. His body sent out a shock on the floor, slightly grazing
everyone. Ao laughs, the hand squeezing at Denki’s neck. He sent sharp
electricity to his neck. It kept trailing in a circle around Denki’s neck. It
felt like a string was tied around his neck and pulling… shocking… it
simultaneously felt like a choking and swallowing lighting.
“You should really worry more about yourself Sparks-”
“LET HIM GO!” Katsuki was writhing on the floor. His palms still trying to
blast up. Even though he was a doped up mess he wanted his lover save. One of
the men leaves in to pull Katsuki’s head back and bit into his skin. Katsuki
fumbled around, trying to push the other two off. He felt weak.
Kaminari was panicking, his air cut off. With dead shocked eyes he tried to pry
the man's hand from his neck. His own electricity couldn't cancel out the
attackers. Ao let his throat go gently. Kaminari gasped for air, eyes bugging
out in fear. His neck was bleeding and bruised from just those few moments.
Kaminari was being dragged with Ao now as he approached Katsuki.
Katsuki bit one of the men who were trying to hold his jaw open. The other man
pulled Katsuki off, not before Bakugou tore a chunk out of the other man's arm.
“Come on Kitty we've played this before. You won't win…” one of the men pulled
Bakugou’s pants back. Ao himself slid a hand into Denki’s pants. Kaminari
panicked.
“Don't touch him, fuck you!” Kaminari squirmed, sucking in air as the cold hand
wrapped around his dick. His body was trying to react in ways he didn't want it
to.
“I planned to.” Ao laughed out squeezing Denki’s base. Kaminari hated this. It
reminded him of the bathroom… but so much worse. “What's your name sparks?” Ao
licked Denki’s ear again. He moved his hand from Denki’s lower half to remove
his belt to bind the others arms behind him. This felt too familiar to Denki.
He tried to make it as hard as possible for his captor to get what he wanted.
“I'm not telling you my fucking name you pervert.” Kaminari hissed, still
struggling against the older, keeping his eyes on his partner.
“I’M GOING TO KILL ALL OF YOU!” Katsuki’s palm crashed into the gravel as he
tried to claw his way to Ao. Rage boiling over his entire being. Ao clicked his
tongue.
“Fine Sparks, I don't need to bind you all the way. If you keep struggling we
will tear your boyfriend a new asshole.” Ao let out a loud laugh. Horror
washing over Kaminari’s face as he looked at Katsuki. Tears stinging the sides
of his eyes. The men from behind spat onto his ass, their fingers prodding
around his ass. Ao stepped closer, Kaminari heard the sound of his pants
unzipping.
“Now then Kitty you are going to suck me off nice and good. If I so much as
feel your teeth graze me I'll break Sparks here.” Ao’s dick sprung free,
Katsuki glared, curses falling from his lips. “Look if you don't want to that's
fine. I'll fuck your man dry.”
“Get it fucking over with.” The men behind Katsuki pulled his head up, forcing
Katsuki to his knees. One of the men was already taking his turn at the teenage
bara’s ass. Katsuki let his jaw fall open, glaring daggers up at Ao who shoved
his dick into the open throat before him. Katsuki gagged a bit with his eyes
wincing.
“What a sight huh Sparks?” Ao chuckled moving his hips. Katsuki’s body
twitching in agony. Kaminari refused to look at the sight. He was going to
puke…
“Stop calling me Sparks.”
“Then tell me your name, I'm only fucking your man's throat… OI! I said watch
the teeth!” Ao pulled his dick from Katsuki’s mouth who then spit out the
saliva. The man from before dropping his head so Katsuki was shoved back into
the gravel. “Have fun with the whore.” Ao laughed, practically tossing Kaminari
onto the floor. His own face winding up on the floor. He could see eye to eye
with Katsuki now.
“I-I… I'm so… s-sorry…” Kaminari was choking back tears. His eyes batting down
away from Katsuki as his brain blamed himself. His neck pulsating with pain.
The blood dripping onto the pavement. His body shook in pain as Katsuki made
painful whimpers.
“It's… not your fault…” Katsuki whispered back. Ao’s hands pulled down Denki’s
pants to his knees. Kaminari’s ass was raised and he let out a chuckle, shoving
a finger into his victim. Katsuki was crying now. He was supposed to be a hero
but here he was, both of them suffering because he snuck out and made mistakes
one night. Denki didn't have the luxury of holding himself up, he let out sobs
into the floor. “D-Denki just… just pretend it's me okay? Pretend it's me…”
Katsuki was whispering trying to make the situation anything but what it was,
trying to comfort his partner in any way he could. “I'm so sorry…” he was
ignoring the stretching pain in his own ass to comfort his sobbing partner.
“Awe how cute.” Ao laughed, plunginginto Kaminari without any remorse.
Kaminari’s jaw went slack, his rib cage shuttering at the pain. Kaminari’s eyes
glossed over in pain as he looked towards his partner who was trying to claw
closer.
“I-it hurts- he- he's- he's breaking me.” Kaminari was sobbing out. The pain
was so unlike anything else he's felt. He wishes his brain could shut off or
his body retreat into a coma state until it was all over. The usually flirty
and happy boy reduced to a sobbing quivering mess on the floor. Katsuki was
reaching his hand out to cup the other's cheek. His body and mind screaming to
do something, ANYTHING.
“I know it h-hurts but you'll b-be okay. I'm here… it'll be o-okay.” Katsuki’s
throats was dry and cracking as he cried out words of comfort. He himself being
assaulted dry. His only concern was his partner’s suffering.
“I… I can't… it hurts… stop… GET OUT!” Kaminari sobbed his body sparking up
brightly. His eyes locking with his lover. “I love you Katsuki…” he tried to
give a smile before colliding his eyes and focusing his quirk. It shot out
along the alleyway shocking the assaulters and avoiding his lover. The men
behind Katsuki started seizing as they fell into a convulsing mess. The brute
known as Ao stopped. His eyes rolling back into his head as the sparks strung
along his body, limbs twitching and his body spazzing as he fell onto his side.
It happened quickly, Kaminari blacked out.
Katsuki panicked, dragging his body towards his lover. He was screaming out
Denki’s name as he brought him into his arms. The shock was large enough that
some hero's rushed over and found the boy's. Katsuki was kicking and screaming
and biting any hand that came to pull Denki away from his arms. Katsuki himself
was eventually knocked out as well… he'd find himself alone in a hospital bed
the next time his eyes opened.
“Where's Denki.”
***** Who are you? *****
Chapter Summary
     The aftermath of a storm.
     A short chapter.
Denki… was in a coma.
The power and focus of his quirk caused his brain to not only do what it
usually did. He burnt it. He was laying in the hospital bed. Thick bruising
over his neck. It aligned with where Ao’s hand was but extended a tad upwards
and down to his collarbone. It was a gross blue-purple mix. Katsuki was told
when it completely scars over the colors would go faint and just look like
raised skin. The pattern was reminiscent of a victim struck by lighting. It
would have been oddly beautiful if not for what caused it.
Katsuki visited… every day. He would wait by the bedside and talk to Denki,
telling him how school was going or how their friends were doing. Each and
every night he would repeat the same three steps. He'd whisper “I love you”
then kiss his lips softly before whispering “I'm sorry” then he'd leave. The
nurse in charge of Denki was eaten up by what happened to the two. Of course
the only ones that knew the full story were Katsuki and Denki.
The report finally came out. Two of the three culprits died in that alleyway.
The cause of their death was by electrocution causing their hearts to stop.
Bakugou had the sinking feeling that whoever the survivor was would be back for
revenge… hopefully not.
Katsuki sighed. It's almost been a month of visiting, he squeezed his lover's
hand. The ritual starting again. “I love you,” and soft kiss against Kaminari’s
lips. “I'm sorry.” Then his hand would drop. He'd give a smile to the nurse
before grabbing his bag and leaving the hospital. He had no more tears left to
shed. His bruises were healed and only scars left in their wake but the biggest
scar was seeing his lover trapped in that damn bed. He'd repeat this ritual for
as long as he had to- until Denki woke up.
Katsuki was told that Denki had woken up. He rushed from class as soon as he
could. He had to see Denki. He had to take him in his arms. He had to kiss his
cheeks and tell him how much he missed him. He ran into the hospital, past the
nurses and to Denki’s room. The door being slammed open. Katsuki’s eyes fell on
Denki. His eyes wide and his neck covered with the marks.
“Denki.” Katsuki ran up towards Denki. The nurse tried to stop him. Katsuki
grabbed Denki’s face, he felt tears sting at him. “Denki… you're awake… oh my
god I'm so glad…” Katsuki’s eyes kept looking around Denki’s own. Denki let out
a nervous laugh.
“I'm glad too?” The nurse brought her hand to her face and backed away. Katsuki
was smiling as the tears poured out of him.
“I'm so sorry… about everything… I didn't want to hurt you.” Katsuki’s forehead
pressed against Kaminari's.
“Hurt me?” Katsuki leaned in to kiss Kaminari. The kiss was fast and brief as
he pulled back.
“I love you Denki.” Katsuki breathed, eyes softly opening to see a… shocked
Kaminari.
“Uhm… yea… but… Uh… who are you?” Katsuki’s body froze.
“Oi… that's not funny.” Katsuki’s brows furrowed. The nurse came by to place a
hand on Katsuki’s shoulder.
“Sorry?” Denki looked away, he was genuinely feeling guilty.
“I'm… your boyfriend… Bakugou Katsuki… I… we-” the nurse started to pull the
shocked blond from the room. She had to explain to him that the shock cause
Denki brain damage, the only draw back being his memory… he barely recognized
his own parents…
Bakugou’s world came crashing down. There had to be a way to get Denki’s memory
back, there had to be something he could do!... then it hit him. His lip
quivered as he held his chest… maybe it was best Denki forgot… maybe life would
be better for him without Katsuki in it..
***** Like you never left--- *****
Chapter Summary
     Denki's finding clues about who he is. Katsuki gives an emotional
     blowjob™
The first day back for Denki was odd… who are these people, why do they feel
familiar but so fuzzy? The loud red headed one felt like a brother but he had a
hard time keeping up with his jokes. The girl with the pink skin was so kind
and gentle towards him, she offered a shoulder to lean on if he ever needed it.
The one with tape felt like one of those cool uncles you'd pull bad pranks
with. The… ashy blond was hard to explain. Katsuki was odd to Denki, he felt a
strong pull towards him but didn't know why. Well, duh, Katsuki kissed him in
the hospital. Kaminari’s face flushed at the thought… he was really… missing
information.
The people around him remained cheerful, happily talking to him and explaining
distant memories that Kaminari couldn't recall. even so he would laugh and
imagine them. He was confused and lost and stitching together pieces of himself
slowly… the biggest piece that was missing was Bakugou, who had been avoiding
him… or at least it seemed like it. Katsuki would stop and turn his head if he
saw Kaminari, almost like he was guilty. What of? Kaminari couldn't recall.
There seemed to always be a pain in his chest when he saw the ashy blond. Time
goes by… Kirishima eventually moved Kaminari’s things from Katsuki’s room on
request of the ash blonde. Denki was confused but grateful. He felt like a
stranger to himself as he found his phone…
The lock screen was an image of himself and the ash blond. He was holding the
phone in selfie mode and reaching over to pinch the other's cheek into a smile.
Katsuki had a slight smile but furrowed brows as he was looking at the camera.
He kind of panicked when it came to the password but there was a sticky note on
the wall with the numbers 1337… it was the password. Thanks who ever left that
there!
Kaminari looked through the phone, simple games and such. He decided to check
the social media's first. His feed was full of kind words like ‘welcome back’
and ‘I hope you remember soon’. He smiled down at all the kind words. These
people seemed to care for him. He backed out of the media and chose to invade
his photos. There wasn't a lethal amount of images but there were a lot. Most
of the photos were selfies with cute filters and and captions. There were so
many images of the ash blond in his phone… some… not so safe to show to your
mother. His face flushed as he turned off the phone and went along looking at
his room. He at least understands himself better.
As time goes on the electric blond decides it's time to approach the ash blond.
“Katsuki!” He calls out, catching up to the male who froze in place and turned.
His eyes were wide as he looked over his love. “Hey Uhm… I was uh… wondering if
you'd like to maybe… go out on a date sometime?” Katsuki’s eyes shoot around
rather confused.
“What? Are you sure?” Katsuki looked worried. Worried as if he was a dangerous
person for the smaller blond.
“Yea… I keep seeing you in my camera roll or hearing people talk about a me…
that was never without you.” Kaminari’s cheeks flush. His fingers lacing
together. “And I keep feeling a pull towards you. Like you have a string around
my heart.” Denki’s smile was just as bright as the first time they had been
together.
“Yes!” Katsuki’s heart sunk. He blurted that out and he should have said no. He
was bad for Denki… Katsuki’s eyes rested on the electric scar along the other's
neck. He should have said no…
“Uhm Katsuki, could we go back to your dorm and talk… you are the only one that
hasn't told me anything.” Katsuki’s eyes fall to the floor in shame and guilt
as Denki looks up with large bright eyes.
“I'll take you to my dorm, there's still some of your stuff there anyways but
I'm not telling you much… I'm not ready.” Katsuki shook his head, his hand
subconsciously reaching out to hold the others before he tried to jerk it back.
“Katsuki- it's okay… you can hold my hand.” Katsuki’s eyes met the small blond.
Kaminari was beaming softly.
“Can I… hug you?”
“You can.”
Katsuki pulled Kaminari in, arms wrapping around the smaller body. He could
feel his eyes sting in pin. Denki’s natural scent… the way his body feels
against his chest… is he selfish for missing this? Is he selfish for wanting
this?
Kaminari let out a soft sigh… this felt familiar. It felt safe. He wrapped his
arms around the other, familiarity buzzing around in his brain. His heart
squeezing as he embraced the other. There were eyes on the boys but at this
point they were ones of relief. Kaminari ended up smiling as Katsuki pulled
back.
“Sorry… I just…” Katsuki looked so hurt.
“You're fine… I lost my memory not my feelings. I still feel a pull to you
Katsuki. I don't know exactly how or why but I do.” Kaminari gave a soft smile,
his lids half open as he looked over. “Can you tell me about us?”
“Not without you hating me.” Katsuki tried to chuckle as he pulled back, taking
the others hand in his own. “C’mon…” he whispered as he led the other back. The
wall was quiet but Denki liked it… the others strong hand in his own made him
feel secure. When the door opened Denki was allowed in first.
“Oh~ what a gentleman.” He let out a faux swoon. Katsuki let out a breath of
air that sounded like a singular laugh. Denki paused as he looked around the
room. “I… this smells familiar.” The brighter blond whispered. His eyes going
along the wall as he looked over every inch and walked around the room. Katsuki
took a seat on the bed and watched his partner explore in silence.
“... you used to sleep right here.” Katsuki spoke up and pat his hand near
where he was sitting. His eyes looking down on the pillow. “You'd come out from
the bathroom in nothing but a t shirt of mine and crawl into bed with me.” His
hand traced a circle in the bed. “You'd put an arm around me, a leg too… then
you'd leave small kisses all over me before laying on my chest… you always fell
asleep so quickly.” Denki came by and took a seat next to Katsuki.
“We slept together?”
“More than just sleep.” Katsuki chuckled nervously. “You were needy and clingy
and always demanding attention… i’d always give it to you… wrapping my arms
around you as you fell asleep. I'd stay awake a little longer just to watch how
you breathed… creepy I know.”
“I think it's cute.” Kaminari was blushing, covering his face and looking away.
“You're cute.”
“I am not.” Katsuki huffs before smiling. He jerked up as he felt Kaminari’s
head rest on his shoulder. Denki let out a content sigh. Katsuki leaned his
head back against Kaminari’s. His hand entangling with the others hand again.
“You weren't a morning person. You'd curl up in the duvet and wait for me to
feed you something before even thinking about getting up.”
“What do you mean ‘weren't’ I'm still not.” Kaminari scoffed. “Hey Kacchi… how
did we end up together?” Katsuki smiled at the nickname… it was back.
“We fucked in a bathroom stall.” Katsuki was laughing out loud now. Denki
covered his face to laugh too.
“Really?”
“We weren't even dating.” Katsuki smirked, moving his head off the other who
pulled back as well. Their eyes locking. Shivers shot up Kaminari’s spine and
he could feel himself getting goosebumps.
On instinct his hand came up to cup Katsuki’s cheek and bring his lips close.
Katsuki was taken back by the kiss but fell into it quickly. He returned, his
tongue brushing against Kaminari’s lip. Kaminari’s left to greet his partners,
his head turning along with his body to get a better angle. Katsuki’s hands
came up to the others hair, pulling gently.
“Kacchi…” Denki whimpered, pulling away for air. Katsuki hummed in response and
took his lips and teeth to the others neck. He licked and bit at the skin. His
gut feeling a tinge of guilt as his tongue felt the raised scar. Denki let out
a soft whine, his back arching. His hands wound up in the ash blinds hair. “You
can do what you like to me Kacchi. I don't want to say no.”
Katsuki let out a whine, pushing the other blond back. He was kissing at the
smaller collar bone. “Okay.” He whispered, hands gently pulling down the
other's pants. Kaminari's face turned in embarrassment as if he hadn't done
this before… because he doesn't recall. “Tonight's just for you, okay?”
Katsuki’s voice was soft as his tongue flicked out against the others barely
exposed tip. He was still pulling the others fabric down. He kissed at Denki’s
tip, tongue snaking out again. It was so teasing. Kaminari let out a soft moan
as his hands tangled into the other's hair.
“Kacchi…” he whimpered, eyes peeking over to see his partner. Katsuki’s mouth
wrapped around the other, bobbing down softly. Kaminari was letting out cute
whines as he panted from the feeling. Katsuki squeezed his left thumb between
his finger and took the other into his mouth completely. Denki let out a groan,
head falling back onto the bed. Katsuki worked him over, the smaller blond’s
thighs twitching. “Kacchi- I'm-” the poor blond don't have much else to say as
Katsuki held his hips down, taking him fully. Katsuki pulled back, letting a
pant escape him. He let his own thumb go as his eyes looked over the wide eyed
electric blond.
“You kept shocking my tongue.” Katsuki smirks and the other boy covers his
face. Katsuki laughed, undressing his partner. “C’mon let's get you dressed for
bed. Katsuki tossed his partner a shirt of his. Kaminari slid into it, the
large fabric draping over him as he crawled in bed.
“Are you sure you don't want me to return the favor?” Kaminari was flushed and
looking away.
“Nah…” Katsuki was blunt as usual, crawling into bed with just sweats. Kaminari
hooked around Katsuki in an all too familiar way.
“So… I used to do this?”
“It's like you never left.” Katsuki leans in for a goodnight kiss.
***** It's your old pal, *****
Chapter Summary
     More than half way over you guys!
     Edit: I fixed the end I didn't like that one liner
“Kacchi can we go to the mall?” Kaminari whined. He's been staying here for a
few days now. “Pleaseeeee…” Denki whined.
“I’d… rather not…” Katsuki whispered… “bad memories there.”
“Does it have to do with me?” Kaminari looked down. He brought his hand to his
neck and sighed. “Does… it have to do with this scar?” Kaminari’s face curled
up as he looked towards the floor. Katsuki refused to tell him about the mark
on his neck.
“... Yes…” Katsuki grew quiet. He was drying his hair. His eyes looked over his
small boyfriend. “We can… if you want… I can't stop you so I might as well go
with you.” Kaminari perked up.
“Thank you Kacchi.~” Kaminari hummed, rising from his seat. Denki’s arms wrap
around his partner, a soft hum from his lips as he kissed into the other's
skin. “Thanks, really.~” Katsuki made a muffled whine as the shorter blond let
him go to get changed. “I really want to visit that sweets shop-”
“No.” Katsuki hissed. “I'll take you to the mall but you are not allowed
anywhere near that damn alleyway.” Katsuki kept his eyes on the smaller.
“W-why?”
“I said no! That's final!” Katsuki hissed again. He turned, putting on fresh
clothes. Denki dropped the subject. He himself getting dressed, he let out a
sigh. He… wouldn't be able to pry the information from his partner. He wore
Bakugou’s clothes, a sense of familiarity flowing over him. He wrapped himself
in the shirt, inhaling softly. Katsuki wrapped his hands around the blond boy.
“Sorry… I just… it was…”
“You're fine Kacchi… I can't remember what happened but I trust you.” Kaminari
hummed, hands resting on the others. He let out a soft hum before turning
around and cupping the other boys face. He leaned in to kiss at him softly.
Katsuki returned the soft kiss. The two locked hands. Katsuki was nervous to
have Denki out in public near the alleyway but Katsuki couldn't keep him caged
up forever… they had made their to the mall. The short blond looking excitedly
at everything and anything. How ironic he was excited about the exact same
things he was last time. Katsuki stuck around at the others hip.
“Hey Kacchi don't you have regular groceries to get?” Kaminari looked up to his
boyfriend. He kind of felt like his partner was sticking too close.
“Yea but I can get it some other time.” Katsuki was so uncomfortable here… he
was so worried.
“Uhm Kacchi… you're being kind of overbearing you know… can I have some time to
look around on my own?” Denki gave a soft smile. Katsuki was taken back but let
out a soft sigh… he can't force anything onto his partner- he just couldn't.
“If anything happens, anything, send your location to me…”
“Yes sir.~” Denki purred kissing the other's cheek. Once Katsuki left Denki
himself left as well, he rushed out and ran from the store. He had to find more
answers- had to remember something. Maybe the alleyway could make him remember-
maybe everything would come back to him!
There was a large man in the alley. He was on his phone… there was still
caution tape. He looked up at the man of whom approached. Kaminari pulled his
phone out anxiously as he said a hello to the stranger. He was already at the
screen to share the location.
“... Blond hair, black streak, baggy shirt, lean, markings on his neck?” The
large man spoke into his phone. “Found.” He didn't sound all that bright.
Kaminari immediately felt off and he clicked send… it sent to Kirishima not
Katsuki-
“H-hey you've been looking for me?” The thicker man approached. Denki kept
stepping back, nervous laughter as he backed away. The sound of a car speeding
back as it turned into a stop all too quickly. dirt was sent flying with the
back tires. Kaminari was nervous but he backed up to the car asking them for
help. The tinted windows started to drop.
“Hey there Sparks.”
Denki’s heart sunk at the voice… that nickname. Why did it make his body want
to curl up? The man… looked horrible. He was a bald man, shades on and tattoos
on his arms. A grin on his face. His face of course was… it looked like
wrinkles but all over his skin… light lighting scar fractals. Denki's seen that
before…
His hand shot to his own throat.
“Get him in the car.” The man laughed, window rising, Denki panicked as a large
hand wrapped around him as he was shoved into the back of the car. His quirk
flared up but it didn't seem to affect the man holding him. The door was
slammed after Denki was shoved in. The blond tried to pop the door open but the
man in front laughed. “It can only be opened from the outside Sparks.” Denki
froze up again. That nickname… why did it hurt him?
“Uhm… c-can you not call me s-sparks…” he whimpered, avoiding the mirror on the
top of the dash. The wrinkled man laughed out.
“Come on Sparks, I know I look different but not enough for you to forget me.
It's your old pal Ao.”
“U-uhm…” There was no way this man was a friend. “Who?” Ao let out a laugh, he
smelt heavily of alcohol.
“You hear that? He lost his memory! Ahhh, this will be too fucking easy.” Ao
laughed. He turned from his seat and glared down at the small boy. “What's your
name Sparks?”
“Kaminari Denki.” Why… did he feel like wasn't supposed to say that?
“Denki… you really did lose your memory, eh?" Ao kept laughing. "Don't worry
we'll treat you nicely."
***** The funs getting started *****
Chapter Summary
     Ao x prison is my otp how about you guys?
     Send help I feel like my writing is horrid.
     Tw: prostitution mention
“Oi Katsuki, Kami just sent me your location… I thought you didn't want him
anywhere near the alley?”
“He was… by the alley?” Katsuki’s heart dropped as his friend was talking. “I
gotta go.” Katsuki seethed… Why was Kaminari there? Not to mention location…
he's in danger. Katsuki hug up the phone and dropped his bags of groceries,
those could wait they aren't important right now. Katsuki’s legs moved on their
own to the alley. His stomach sunk. Denki wasn't there… no one was there…
Katsuki’s heart sunk as he called out for Denki. There was no response.
His face swivels around looking for clues, he was screaming now but his throat
went dry when he looked down. There were tire tracks. They looked familiar. His
body burnt. Ao was the one that fucking survived those were his damn tire
tracks. He was on a warpath. He pulled his phone from his pocket. His voice was
wretched in anger. He called kiri back, he didn't have time to go and make an
entire report nor could he wait for the heros to take twenty-four hours to
process it. Denki could be dead by then if they don't take care of it now.
“You know that gay club on the mountain side? Send heros there. There was a
kidnapping.”
---
“S-sorry… am I supposed to know you?” Denki’s voice seemed to crack under fear.
“You seem familiar but… I don't know.”
“Ah… yea we know each other because of Kitty.” Ao took a cigarette from his
pocket. He lit the disgusting thing to blow puffs. “Oi take the back way I
don't want to be followed.” The driver nodded slowly. Denki felt extremely
uncomfortable. “You know I have a lot of things to talk to you about Denki.”
“L-like?” Kaminari’s hands anxiously twiddled with each other.
“Well first off, i'm still mad about you breaking in on kitties play time with
me.” The man blew out some smoke. He turned in the chair to lock eyes with
Denki. “Then you left me with blue balls.” Denki’s face contorted. He slept
with this man? “Then to top it all off you killed two of my men.” Ao blew smoke
into the smaller male’s face. Denki waved his hand around to try and clear the
smoke from his face. He was coughing… the smell was disgusting.
“I… killed people?” Kaminari’s heart dropped. Did he? Did he really? His chest
seemed to spasm at the thought.
“Damn straight you did Sparks. I'm willing to forgive you though… if you're
willing to share a drink with me.” Denki was scared. He wrapped his arms around
himself. He regrets not listening to Bakugou… his eyes started to sting but he
couldn't cry. The minutes passed like hours, his body shivering as he looked
down begging silently to be saved. The car eventually stopped. Ao left the car,
the driver stayed put, Denki’s door swung open and Ao extended a hand. Denki,
with new found courage, took it and tried to shock the man only to be shocked
in return.
“Come on Sparks… we've done this before… your quirk can't override mine.” Ao
pulled the small boy out of the car, slamming the door behind him. “Now make
things easy on me and don't fight it.” Ao slung an arm over the smaller and
lead him into the club… it wasn't night time but it was certainly approaching.
Ao raised his hand to greet the guard at the door and lead Kaminari inside. The
club was empty as he stepped in. “Now why don't we have a drink?” Ao took a
small blue bottle from his pocket and dangled it in front of Denki’s face.
“Ah… I shouldn't… I'm under aged…” Denki began to sweat.
“So was Kitty but that didn't stop him.” Ao laughed, nudging the small bottle
towards Kaminari more so… who was Kitty? Kaminari would have asked but he
didn't want to anger the man. “Besides let's be honest you've always wanted a
drink haven't you?” Ao let Denki’s arm go. There was an odd sense of comfort…
Denki’s stomach turned as he popped the small bottle. It stung… was this how
alcohol was supposed to taste? Ao let out a laugh. “Good boy. You took that
better than I thought you would.” Ao pat the others back, who started coughing
at the burning.
“Why does it b-burn…” Denki choked out looking up towards the adult.
“It’s alcohol… now why don't we meet in my office for some talk. I'd love to
get to know you better and maybe gossip about Kitty.” Ao rubbed the smaller
boys back. An… office? Denki nodded… he was scared but walked with the man on
shaky legs. It turns out that the office wasn't an office it was just a room
off of the group of ‘private’ rooms. The room was a medium size… dimly lit a
pale blue. It had a throne like chair in the back. There were two couches on
either side and alcohol on the tables. There were multiple small devices that
looked like… tasers?
“Uhm… I… I don't know what's going on but I'm sure we can talk something out-”
Denki was cut off by the adult's hand on the teens waist.
“We’re here to talk things out, just not with our words, Sparks… now… I want
you to strip.”
“What?!” Denki jumped. The adult grabbed him by the collar.
“I said strip. If you don't I'll force you out of it.” Ao laughed and let the
small boy go. Denki… did it slowly… he was eating up every second he could
waiting for someone… anyone. Ao had walked up to the throne like chair and sat.
He waved his hand for the boy to come forward. “All of it.” He grabbed the
others throat. Denki flinched. His body shake in fear… his body starting to
convulse at the trigger. Ao let the boy go and he dropped to the floor. He was
dry heaving in fear, eyes blown wide as his body shook. “I can't believe you
don't remember yet you react this way… it's kind of exciting to know how afraid
of me you are.” Ao was sick… Denki’s throat seemed to clench but he stood. He
had orders to remove his boxers… he felt disgusting.
Ao tugged the boy by the arm, other hand lifting him onto his lap. Denki was
straddling this rotting pear lookalike. His spine shivered in uneasiness. “So
Denki tell me about yourself. Where do you go to school? Have any siblings-”
“I don't… I don't want to…” Denki tries to squirm away only for the man to
sigh. He reached over and grabbed a taser and poked Denki in the side with it.
It was stored power of Ao’s quirk. Denki whimpers in pain.
“Well then at least tell me how you met Kitty.” Denki was panicking… who even
was Kitty? Denki shook his head, his eyes threatening to spill over.
“Hm… you know I remember meeting him for the first time. He was out on a jog
and wound up in my car. He wasn't and still isn't my type… I've never been too
into muscular guys but Kitty had something about himjust got to me.” Jogging?
Muscular? Kitty? Denki’s eyes widened. This man was talking about Katsuki. “He
wound up in my bar, this exact one. He was begging for drinks. He offered up
his ass like a good little whore you know.” Kaminari's heart began to sink.
“Stop…” he whispered, biting his lip.
“So get this, we worked out a deal. He offered up that body of his and I became
his supplier. You should have seen how well that slut works, he brought in a
lot of cash for me.” Ao was laughing. The smaller boy on his lap began to
static, his hair going up in anger.
“Stop! Stop calling him that!”
“You mean stop calling him what he is? He sold his fucking body and guess why!”
The man let out a sick laugh. “Because his boyfriend cheated on him and fucked
three strangers in a stall! Guess who that boyfriend was!” Ao’s face was
lighting up as the small blond looked on in fear. “Poor kid really fucking
liked you, enough so that to forget it he hooked up with me and it's not hard
to see why- we have the same quirk.” Denki started shaking his head and crying.
“You're lying! You're a liar! I wouldn't! Katsuki wouldn't!”
“Do you want the videos?” Ao gave a sick smirk. Denki began to shake. “It
doesn't end there. Kitty forgave you and took you out on a date to the mall and
there was where we met a second time.” The man laughed. “I'm finishing what you
decided to stop. The worst damn blue balls of my life.” Ao grabbed the others
waist and rolled his hips onto the small teen. Denki let out a sharp whine. He
didn't want this. Get away… he was panicking. His quirk acting up again. Ao let
out a sigh, he reached around and jammed a syringe into Denki. The electric
blond froze. It hurt… he tried to hit the other man but his body was sluggish.
He felt off. His quirk was starting to fail him.
“What did you do to me?!” Denki screeched, trying to pry himself off of the
man.
“You drank mild aphrodisiacs and that injection is just anti quirk. You're just
like one of those quirkless whores on the streets.” Ao let out a laugh, looking
down the smaller body.
“N-no I don't…. Katsuki… KATSUKI!” Denki started to scream. Ao’s eyes widened
and he laughed out boisterously.
“How cute!” Ao snarled. He leant in to start kissing or biting the teen who had
been trying to get away when Ao’s walkie talkie buzzed up.
“Boss. Boss.” It was the voice of the guard outside.
“What! I'm kinda busy!” Ao hissed.
“We have an explosive visitor.” Ao paused hearing that. His brow raised before
a smirk filled his face.
“The fun’s beginning Sparks.” Ao laughed. He brought the talkie back up to his
mouth. “Go on and get out of here, let the bomb boy in. He’ll want to see
this."
***** The problem is just me *****
Chapter Summary
     A few chapters from the end I think. Just a word for all of my future
     ideas and fics: in my rp's because me and said friend are extreamly
     sadomasocistic. non con is rampant, keep in mind this is all fiction
     and neither of us condone actual non con of any sort guys...
     I just really like feeling pain for the characters I write.
     (Also my chapters are late because of BNHA:Smash taps newest event)
The sound of explosions echoed in the club. Bakugou was getting closer. Denki’s
body seemed to swell up with joy… or maybe that was the aphrodisiac. Ao
chuckled and pet the small boy's hair, he pulled the smaller up. “C’mon sparks
the shows about to begin.”
The door was kicked in. Katsuki was sweating and panting heavily. His eyes
narrow and his hair clung to his body. His forearms were shaking. His breath
heaving. “Let him go.” Katsuki hissed.
“I don't think so Kitty.” Ao pulled Denki in close. Katsuki gave out a growl.
“If it's me you want it's me you have! Denki has nothing to do with this! If
it's because of what he did to your men I'll take the punishment!” Katsuki was
dripping with venom. “Let him go!” Katsuki started to walk closer until Ao made
a quick movement…
He pulled out a gun.
“Get back Kitty.” He said pointing the metal object to the small blond.
Kaminari’s eyes widened in fear. Katsuki took a step back with his hands
raised. He backed away and the man pointed the gun to Katsuki. “Now either way
one of you is dying today.” Ao snarled.
“No! Don't hurt him! Please!” Kaminari started to squirm around, the gun being
brought back to Denki’s temple. Kaminari flinched feeling the cold steel
against his skin. He locked eyes with Katsuki, of whom looked calm and
composed. Katsuki’s eyes looked to the wall then back to Denki, then back to
the wall and then to Ao. Denki’s eyes shot open. He pursed his lips together
and made a small subtle nod.
“Ao… consider having me to yourself… with no fights from me. The cash I'd bring
in… the things I can do.” Katsuki was making small moves to the man with the
gun. Kaminari was calming himself and focusing on his next move.
“I don't think you're in a position to try and make a deal.” His finger is on
the trigger now. Kaminari’s heart skips a beat. He closes his eyes and focuses
on Katsuki. He let his trust in the other take over. His eyes softened and his
body relaxed. Katsuki was much closer now. The ash blond shot his partner a
stare and Denki smiled.
Katsuki charged. Ao pulled the trigger. The shot echoed around the room.
Kaminari didn't see much but he felt Ao’s arm weaken if only for a second and
on shaky legs he bolted to the wall. His eyes finding his partner. His shoulder
dripping with blood. Red liquid oozing off of the muscular teens arms. He went
in for a right swing: palm heating up, Ao went to move the gun to Bakugou but
he predicted that. Katsuki’s palm pressed to the inside of Ao’s arm and blew.
No holds barred. Ao let out a scream as the gun… and forearm were sent flying.
Denki’s eyes blew wide.
Katsuki’s right palm swung back straight, palm facing backward as it came
across Ao’s jawline. Another blow and the man was blown back. Katsuki charged
again, leading with his left to grab at the waist of the man, his right coming
down to the other side. Everything went off. Kaminari had to cover his ears- it
hurt. He couldn't see anything… the smoke was thick. Through the buzzing he
could hear Katsuki screaming. Kaminari saw the door start to move open. He felt
a rush and grabbed the closest taser. He charged to the door taking the taxer
straight to the invaders crotch. It was horrifying to watch the strangers eyes
roll back and body fall limp. The sounds of explosions stopped, Denki turned to
call out to Katsuki but-
“Fuck you! Fuck all this shit you pulled! Fuck you for bringing him into this!”
Katsuki had pounced onto Ao’s body, his fist rising and slamming into the man.
The sound was… horrid. A deep intense thunk… with a slight sound of wetness.
Katsuki did it again… and again… and again. A string of cursing falling from
his lips as his fist beat down on the man. Denki was backed into the corner…
his breath heavy and the effects of the aphrodisiac finally over riding his
adrenaline. He closed his eyes as he let out choking cries. Weakly calling out
for his partner. His back sliding down the wall. He was starting to wail.
Katsuki stood, turning attention to his partner. Kaminari reached out with sobs
falling from him out of fear.
Katsuki’s forearms were shaking… violently. His chest heaving and shivering.
His arms shaking as his breath moved his body. There was a wide wound and blood
dripping from his shoulder. His palms were coated in blood… no one would ever
be sure who’s blood it was. There was the same red liquid on his face and
clothes… hair even. Katsuki stepped in closer to his partner. He dropped to his
knees and held the smaller in his arms, the electrical boy letting out sobs and
screams as he shook in the others body. Katsuki himself was crying just as
much. There were sounds of footsteps rushing in not too long after. A familiar
voice greeted them.
“Bakugou… Kaminari.” It was Aizawa. His quirk was active but he deactivated it
as soon as he saw beyond the smoke. “Come on you two, let's get you out of here
it's not good for your health.” Aizawa ignored the boys crying and wounds only
to get them out of the room. Other pro’s came in to help clear the boy's out
and check for others. Luckily Recovery Girl came with them. Her priority was
Katsuki and the shattered bullet in his arm. After Bakugou was taken care of
she immediately went to Denki, caring for him with absolute care.
“Katsuki… come here.” Aizawa curled his finger to call over the bomb boy.
Kaminari was being talked to by recovery girl. “I know we already beat
questions from you but what the hell happened in there?”
“Ao kidnapped Denki. I acted. That's all there is to it.” Katsuki turned his
head and sighed. “He had a gun I know you fuckers found it and the drug bottle-
he had said he used it on Denki… I did what I had to.”
“You crushed his skull in after incapacitating him with direct explosions.”
Aizawa let out a sigh. “That's not exactly what a hero would-”
“You fuckers let Ao out of the hospital scot free because he payed his damn
bail with drug money! It's because of you fuckers that Denki was brought back
into this shit! I have no room to talk- but- fuck!” Katsuki hissed, his palms
clenching, arms still quivering. “I know this shit is all my fault just shut up
about it already, all of you!” Katsuki’s voice raised, Kaminari’s attention
looking over to his partner. Aizawa let out a sigh.
“Bakugou… what you did to him isn't right still.” The adult put a hand on the
teens shoulder.
“I don't care. Arrest me or whatever. Denki is safe. From that Ao fucked and
me.” Katsuki’s jaw clenched. He had no idea where the world was taking him from
this point. He didn't care either.
“You'll be sent to the hospital for your body to recover from the bullet wound.
I'm sure your arms need to recover from the over use of your quirk anyways.
Denki will be taken off of classes for a short recovery period…” Aizawa looked
up and sighed. “You two really are troublesome.”
“No. The problem is just me.”
***** The others addiction *****
Chapter Summary
     Woah we are what? Two maybe three chapters away from the end now? The
     role play itself didn't have a good end so I'll have to think of a
     diffrent ending for this~
     Tw: self harm, self hate, someone save the boys from my writing
     hands. (TBH who would still be sane after going through this shit)
Denki laid down in Katsuki’s bed. His face buried into the pillow and he let
out a whimper. “I'm sorry Kacchi… I hope you're okay.” Denki nuzzled into the
pillow soaking in his partner scent. Denki was curled up in his blankets. His
arms starting to quiver… the cold feeling of blood on his skin and tingling on
his wrists as he shivered on the bed. His tears muffled out by the fabric he
bound himself into.
“You mean stop calling him what he is? He sold his fucking body and guess why!
Because his boyfriend cheated on him and fucked three strangers in a stall!”
His head was throbbing… Ao’s words echoing in his head. Panic was setting in…
he needed the toy he had started to use… his hand panicked itching to grab at
the small metal taser he took from Ao’s room. Denki sat up in bed, clicking the
small machine on and watching it buzz. With shaky hands he pressed it into his
wrist for who knows how many times today. His body shook under the electricity
of the taser. Small quick convulsions before his arm pulls the taser off his
skin. He lets out a pant as his eye twitches looking down on himself… a bright
red and purple mark joined the ranks of the other marks. His fingers twitched
and dropped the machine. His hands coming up to his neck and he went back into
the pillow.
“Kacchi…” Kaminari whimpered out. He felt so helpless. He needed his partner to
feel any semblance of comfortable… he felt lost as he clung to his pillow. The
day passed with Kaminari falling asleep now and then only to wake up and take
care of his body… each time he woke up he'd jump for the taser like he was
addicted.
The days passed quickly and the time arrived for Bakugou to return. The door
swinging open and Denki jumps into his partner's arms. Katsuki’s own arms
wrapped around the smaller blond. “Hey, minefield.” Katsuki let out a soft
chuckle. “Isn't it too hot to be wearing a long sleeve?” Kaminari shook his
head, wiping away some tears.
“Yeah… I just missed you Kacchi.” Denki nuzzled into the other's chest, hands
pressing on the broader chest in front of him. “I missed you so much.” Kaminari
nuzzled the other, Katsuki rubbed his hand along the other's body.
“I missed you too live wire.” Katsuki kissed the other softly. His lips softly
mixing with his partner's. He adored this boy, everything about him. “How were
you while I was gone?”
“I was so lonely Kacchi…” Kaminari nuzzled into the other, jumping up and
wrapping his legs around the taller. Katsuki rested his palms on the underside
of Denki’s ass, walking by the bed and pushing the smaller down. The kisses
becoming more needy and desperate for the others. “Kacchi-” Katsuki kept
kissing the other believing those to be moans. “Kacchi- no…” Katsuki pulled
away, eyes locking with his partner.
“Okay… okay… I'm not going any farther than a kiss, okay?” Denki nods slowly,
wrapping his arms around his lover. He couldn't take place is perverted acts
because then Katsuki would see his body… he didn't want that. He didn't want to
hurt Katsuki. “We have to return to class tomorrow. I'm going to put on my
pajamas and sleep. The alarm is set for tomorrow morning.” Katsuki lent in to
kiss his partner softly again. Kaminari returned the kiss, both eventually
crawling into bed together to sleep.
The hellish alarm rang off near Katsuki who let out a growl and slammed his
hand on the alarm. He let out a sigh and turned towards Denki who was groggily
raising up his head. Static clinging to his hair as it stood on its own. His
bed head was one of the cutest things. Katsuki let out a smile and pet his
significant other who nuzzled into the tallers palm. “Come on now jumper cables
get your ass up we need to shower.” Katsuki nudged Denki by the hips who in
turn whined while crawling out of the shared bed. He picked up his uniform
clothes and Bakugou stifled a yawn from his current position. The ashy blond
lifted off the bed to follow behind his partner, who paused to turn towards his
lover.
“Uhm… Katsuki… Could i have the bathroom to myself?” Katsuki stood back a tad
bit shocked but nodded in understanding. He sat back down on the bed to get his
phone so he could play on it until the other was finished. Denki locked the
door behind him and let out a long drawn out sigh. “Sorry… Kacchi.” Kaminari
turned his head to the mirror before pulling off his shirt, the next piece of
clothing to follow were his pajama pants. He looked over himself nervously. He
hated what he looked like… he hated this scar on his neck the most- what was it
from anyways? Kacchi shook his head and started up the shower, once done he let
Katsuki come over to take his turn.
“Denki are you alright?” Katsuki asked with his brow raising over his partner's
form. It wasn't normal for his partner to desire ‘alone’ time. Denki nodded his
head, softly smiling at his counterpart.
“I’m fine Kacchi, i swear! I just wanted to actually get clean for once.~”
Denki purred, teasing Bakugou with a soft chuckle. “Nah i just felt like
enjoying the water.” He smiled and pat his partner's shoulder. Katsuki rolled
his eyes as he went to take his own shower. The door shut and Denki let out a
sharp sigh. He jumped to look down the bottom of the bed, pulling out health
supplies, he pulled up his sleeves, none on his wrists reopened but he needed
to cover up the bruising. His legs should be fine. Kaminari finished up before
Katsuki was finished. The pair walking to class, one of the two cracking jokes
and smiling wide as usual. The other looked stern but his eyes softened with
each shitty joke the smaller said. The class went by smoothly, everyone was
worried about what happened but neither boy said much on the subject. Aizawa
kept a strict eye on Katsuki, of whom currently was being privately
investigated. He knew he'd be In deep shit but because he was a minor it
wouldn't be too bad punishment wise and probably kept on the down low.
“Kacchi you're distracted… pay attention to me.~” Denki lent his head on the
tallers shoulder. Sero let out a laugh, Mina nudging him in the side angrily.
“Kacchi are you okay?” The blond asked in a more serious tone, his eyes
wandering over Bakugou carefully. The brute was starting down at his palm.
Kaminari wrapped his arms around the other's neck. “Kacchi~ Kacchi~ Kacchi.~”
“What do you need lightbulb?” Katsuki chuckled finally turning his gaze to the
other.
“Your constant love and attention.” Denki pouted.
“Get a room.” Kirishima laughed, resting a hand on Denki’s shoulder. Denki let
out a chuckle.
“You know you'd watch!” Kaminari laughed out and stuck his tongue out towards
the faux red head. Katsuki leant back in his chair once more, eyes narrowing on
his palm as his smile faded again.
The day passed on, slowly but it passed. The teenage lovers decided to retreat
to Katsuki’s dorm. Which let's be honest had become their dorm. They
practically live together by this point. Katsuki kissed Denki on the cheek.
“I'm going for my jog, you better get your homework done.”
“Yes daddy.~” Kaminari squinted his eyes at the other, a cat like smile on his
face. Katsuki roughly ruffled the others hair, choosing to ignore the teasing
nickname. Kaminari let out a soft sigh as his partner left. His body was
already crawling again with the urge to feel pain. He looked over his homework
and sighed… anxiety eating him up. He'd have to finish the work later; he
needed this. He struggled around under the bed pulling the metal free.
He was about to press it against his skin but he paused. He couldn't do this
with the chance that Katsuki would come back for any reason. Kaminari opted to
shove the metal into the back of his after school clothes. There was his own
dorm he could return to but that's where Katsuki would check next if he knew
Kaminari was missing. The electric blond opted for the back of the dorm
buildings. He shoved some toilet paper in his pockets for makeshift gauze; his
blade and taser in his pockets and his phone in his hand. This was going to be
a long session; Denki could just feel it.
***** Are you okay? *****
Chapter Summary
     Just getting a chapter out for Louise
     You greedy hOE PATIENCE IM T R Y I N G
     Ily<3
There the small blond sat, his index, middle and pointer fingers twitching
about from muscle spasms. The smaller was panting, his other hand shaking from
holding the cold machine for so long. His muscles kept twitching and squirming.
Every time he used the taser the mark on his neck seemed to burn which wanted
him to hurt even more. Kaminari let out a sigh, hoping the bloody parts of his
body stopped producing the red liquid. It had been almost half an hour. He let
out a groan as he peeled back the thin makeshift gauze. The peeling of the
paper caused the wounds to open up again. Denki silently cursed himself as he
watched red beads trickle up again. He pushed the toilet paper back onto it and
moved his long sleeve back over his arm, it would hold the paper in place.
Kaminari pushed himself up and let out a small sigh. His legs were struggling
as he rose up. His knees shaking because of what the boy just did. He winched,
catching himself from falling back down. His body felt so weak but he trudged
on. His legs carrying him back to Katsuki’s dorm. There is where Denki sat,
finally able to focus on the work he had to do. He was calm although shaking.
He was able to focus his brain on the sheets of work in front of him. Katsuki
eventually returned back to the dorm, a sigh falling his lips as he walked in.
“Hey lightbulb.” Katsuki wrapped his arms around his lover, kissing the small
blonde's cheek. “You almost done?”
“Mhm… just gotta finish this page and the back.” Denki looked up to his
partner, who took the papers that were already done.
“I'll check these over.” Katsuki hummed, taking a seat at the bed. He pulled
his own work from the drawer and compared answers. “Most are correct, did you
copy off mine again?” Katsuki laughed.
“Wha? No! I'm insulted- I would never!” Kaminari pouted. “Well… I did once… but
that was once! I just hate math so much!” Kaminari put his cheek against the
desk and continued pouting. Katsuki let out a chuckle and shook his head,
putting his work back and returning the papers to Denki. Kaminari’s face rose,
the lead sticking to his cheek. He was such a ditz and he was adorable as all
hell. Katsuki would never say that in public. He cupped the others cheeks and
kissed his lips gingery. The small blond returned the act. Katsuki tilted his
head, tongue asking for more from the other. Kaminari complied, pencil dropping
to wrap his arms around his lover. Katsuki pulled away before pecking the boy's
nose.
“Finish up your work then we can cuddle.” Katsuki pulled away. Kaminari in turn
let out a sharp whine as he slumped in his chair, grabbing his pencil and
balancing it between his upper lip and nose. Bakugo strips himself of his
clothes, stretching his body out before stepping into the small shower.
Kaminari quickly pulled back his sleeves, peeling off the small pieces of
toilet paper and tossing them into the trash. If Katsuki had touched his wrists
he'd for sure know what was going on… Kaminari couldn't have that- this was all
his fault in the first place he didn't want to make it worse. He let out a sigh
and crawled onto the bed. Once Katsuki finished up in the shower his hair
puffed up to its normal hedgehog-esque shape. Katsuki returned to the bed,
kissing the others forehead and cheek down to his jawline… he went down to the
others collar bone and back up to the soft pink lips. The two holding onto each
other as they drifted off to sleep.
It had to be no later than three am. Katsuki shot up in bed, hands going off
with small explosions as his palms shook violently. His eyes blown wide as his
hands held out in front of him, twitching and contorting in such a gruesome
fashion. Denki was no doubt woken up by Katsuki rising from bed by either by
his quirk or heavy panting. “Kacchi! Kacchi? Are you okay, Kacchi…” Kaminari
panicked. Katsuki’s palms continued to flare up but only barely. It looked like
his quirk was just forming. Kaminari looked on, placing a hand on Katsuki’s
arm. “Kacchi…” the ash blond finally snapped out of it, head turning towards
his partner.
“S-s-sorry…” did… Katsuki just fucking stutter? Kaminari flinched, arms
wrapping around his partner.
“Kacchi are you okay? What happened?” He pulled back from his partner.
“Kacchi?” He cupped his lover's cheek. Katsuki nuzzled the palm that was
offered to him. His arms coming around to embrace his smaller companion.
“I'm… fine…”
“Is something wrong with your quirk?” Kaminari tilted his head.
“It…” Katsuki froze, his arms weakening on his boyfriend. “Recovery girl said…
she didn't know if I'd ever be able to use it like I used to… I'm taking
rehabilitation with her after classes.” Oh… that's where he's been lately.
Denki bites down, a soft nod of understanding. “Bad dream…” Katsuki whispered
filling the silence once more. Kaminari wrapped around his partner.
“I'm here for you Kacchi… always…” Katsuki’s lip quivered as he embraced his
boyfriend.
“You wouldn't be if you never lost your memory.” Kaminari pulled back with wide
eyes as he looked the other in the eyes.
“What do you mean?” Denki bat his eyes a few times. Katsuki shook his head.
“Katsuki?! What do you mean?”
“Now isn't the time Denki!” The ash blond hissed, the smaller flinching back.
“Sorry…” Katsuki whispers, deciding to pull away and lay on his side… away from
Denki. Denki blinked away his tears. He had so much he wanted to say but he
couldn't. What would crying about it now do? He'd have to save it for tomorrow…
and that he did.
Katsuki stretched out as the sun filtered into the room. His arm tried to fall
around his partner but… there was nothing there. Katsuki immediately rose in
his bed, jumping from bed and throwing close on. Forget the fact it was one am
he was worried about Denki. Katsuki bolted from the room, calling out the name
of his partner. He had to find him… the back of the dorm! He had a hunch… he's
seen Denki there before… he was headed in that direction.
***** Re:Are you okay? *****
Chapter Summary
     This and the previous chapter were supposed to be one but NOOOOO
     LOUISE WANTED IT N O WWWWWWW
“Denki!” Katsuki called out. He was running to find the other and his ears rang
with the familiar sound of electricity. It… sounded different than the familiar
vibrations Denki would let off or his shocked jolts. This one sounded more…
malicious. It was… fuck why did it sound familiar yet so unsettling. That was
when he saw faint blue light and a mess of blond hair throw into the air. A
choked out sob as the smaller body shook.
Katsuki’s body acted on its own. He bolted to the other, nearly jumping onto
the small form. His hand grabbing onto the smaller boy's wrist and twisting it
so the metal piece fell to the floor. Kaminari’s body was pressed into the
floor as his body twitched around from the shock.
“Denki?!” Katsuki nearly screeched as shook the other to attention. The frail
boy’s eyes were blown wide as he looked onto his lover. His body calmed
eventually.
“Kah… kah…” Denki was trembling. His eyes filled with tears. He shook under the
others hands.
“Denki… holy shit…” Katsuki had no idea what was going on but the sight of the
blond's arms covered in cuts and bruises… he had an idea of what was happening.
“Denki-”
“G-give…” Denki was flinching around as he looked up at the other.
“Excuse me?”
“GIVE IT BACK TO ME!” Denki hissed shooting his arm up, yellow bolts leaving
the smaller body. It hurt. The shocking caused the tall blond to shake as the
shorter crawled away. Katsuki was able to act quick, hand grabbing up the
object. The smaller blond slipped away, backing into the wall.
“Denki what the fuck is this?!” The other spat. His hand looking over the
machine. “Denki!”
“What do you want me to say?! I'm sorry? Well guess what- I’M NOT!” The boy
screamed, he was trying to push himself further into the wall.
“I at least want to know why?” Katsuki’s voice started to cave… how does he
deal with this? How can he… Denki remained silent for a time. Katsuki stood as
the other kept shaking his head.
“I can't… I can't remember anything.” The short blond let some tears escape. “I
can't… no matter how much I try… you people keep telling me about this or that
but it just… I can't…” the boy started to cry louder. “I did things I can't
remember! I hurt you and others and I can't even say I'm sorry because I can't
remember!” He rubbed his palms into his eyes, shakily standing. “Give it back
to me! I need it!”
“No you don't! Memories are just memories- some things are better forgotten!”
“Don't I deserve to know how I got this scar!?” Denki’s palm reached around his
neck. “Don't I deserve to know how we got involved with that creep?!” Kaminari
tried to step closer but his confidence failed him. “Don't I deserve to
remember how we met? How we confessed? The first time we…”
“None of those are good memories Denki.” Katsuki hissed, shoving the taser in
his pocket.
“But they are mine too Katsuki…” the blond shook his head. “Leave me alone!
Leave me alone!” The boy sobbed out, pushing past his partner. He ran… he
wanted to get away. Katsuki turned to try and grab his boyfriend but he was too
late. Kaminari slipped away. Katsuki’s legs wanted to move but they felt frozen
from the shock. He looked down at his hands and sure enough it was indeed a
taser… the same one from Ao’s room. Katsuki’s face contorted into one of guilt
and disgust. He decided to slowly and carefully walk back to his down room…
Denki would have to come back at one point. Katsuki stumbled in the room and
onto his bed. He held out the metal to inspect it over. It looked like it
barely had any juice left. Katsuki’s stomach churned at the thought of the
other relying on this to cope. Then it hit him like a train… this is what Denki
felt watching the other drink.
The tall platinum colored boy clenched the small metal. “You piece of shit. You
keep hurting him… he's addicted to you like how I was addicted to that
disgusting burn.” Katsuki hissed squeezing the toy in his hand.
“Addicted to what?” Kaminari pushed the door open. His legs looked heavy and
his eyes had bags. “What exactly were you addicted to?” Denki walked close. The
ashy blond looked carefully up towards his partner, his hand keeping a tight
hold on the taser.
“It… well…” Katsuki’s eyes avoided the other. Denki’s face curled into one of
rage as he pounced for the taser.
“I'm so sick of no one telling me anything! Give this back to me!” Denki
started to fight with Bakugo, hands out stretched to try and grab at the
machine. Bakugou refused to give it up, he held his hand out and refused to
just hand it over. “Goddamn it Bakugou give it back to me!”
“I said no! I will not!” Katsuki hissed. He was pushing the other away.
Denki kept it up, the two scuffling over the small metal. Then on accident, the
taser brushes up against his neck. It shocks him. Denki had paused. The
shocking lining up instinctively with the scarring. Denki began to convulse.
Katsuki panicked dropping the taser and moving Denki quickly to the bathroom.
The poor boy ended up puking after his convulsions. Katsuki was there to hold
the others hair back and rub his back smoothly.
“It's okay Denki… it's okay.” Katsuki would hum and whisper. “You'll be okay-”
Katsuki was cut off by the small blond’s hand reaching up to the others shirt….
“I remember.”
***** Recovery *****
“I remembered.” Denki repeated, his eyes were watering. He felt his stomach
heave up again. Katsuki was back to helping the other gently.
“Denki what do you mean? What do you remember?” Katsuki whispered, hand rubbing
the small of his partner's back. The small blond started to sway.
“It hurts what… what…” he was shaking and tilting his body around like he had
vertigo. “Ah…” his scream was… not a scream? It was a slow and small squeak
practically. “Kacchi- Kacchi- no no no no…” the small blond called out, hands
starting to claw at Katsuki’s clothes as his eyes were glued to the toilet
seat. “No no no no.”
“Shh… Denki I'm here… I'm right here.” Katsuki wrapped his arms around the
other. Denki sat there saying things like ‘no’ and ‘why’ over and over. He let
out choked sobs as he held onto the other.
“It's blurry!” Denki’s voice was much too loud for being close to Katsuki’s
ear. Bakugou tried not to mind and instead let the smaller boy's head and
whispered softly.
“Breath Denki… what's blurry? Can you tell me?” Katsuki massaged the others
head, the smaller starting to hyperventilate. “Denki look at me and calm down.
It's just a memory… it's not actually happening.” Katsuki kept his voice calm
although it felt like his heart was throbbing.
“He… he… that man… Ao… he hurt me… he hurt you… he hurt us!” Denki was a
sobbing mess and his voice broke up into small words.
“Yes Denki… yes he did…” Katsuki continued to try and physically sooth the
other.
“Then I… then I… then I lost control and… and I shocked them… I really did kill
people Katsuki!” Denki was afraid. “What are they going to do to me Katsuki! I
didn't want to kill anyone?!”
“Denki breath… relax… you aren't going to jail or being revoked from a hero as
a villain. Under the law it was self defense. The fuckers would have gotten
life sentence anyways.” Katsuki hissed.
“But Ao lived!” Denki blurted out. “He lived and came back for me!”
“Don't start blaming yourself Denki this was my fault in the first place… all
because of that damn night.” Katsuki shook his head. Denki strained to
remember.
“I don't think… I remember that far back…” the small blond looked up. “M-maybe
a trigger?” He gasped… maybe he was onto something-
“I refuse to ever do something like that to you.” Katsuki actually snarled as
he looked the frailer over. “I refuse to ever force my will onto you… ever
again.”
“Katsuki it doesn't have to be what you did... just a trigger… something
relevant to that night that you could do?” Bakugou shook his head. Denki in
turn bit his lip.
“Uhm… I wouldn't know any Denki… unless… let me take you to a few places.”
Katsuki pet the side of Denki’s cheek. The shorter blond nodded. “Clean your
mouth out and get dressed.” The shorter blond obeyed. He did the things Bakugou
asked of him before the taller took his hand in his own.
“Kacchi? Where are we going?” The shorter asked with his eyes wide and looking
forward.
“The Uhm… well… you'll see.” Katsuki paused before the bathroom.
“Kacchi?” Denki tilted his head as Katsuki walked in the bathroom. The shorter
of the two looked around curiously. In a swift motion he was pinned to the wall
with Bakugou’s lips dusting his own.
“Right here…” bakugou hummed. “I took you up against this wall.” Denki’s eyes
flutter a bit… his mind racing…
‘Hold his jaw open’- Denki clenched his hand as he dropped to the floor
sobbing. Katsuki pulled back. “Denki? Denki are you okay?” The small blond
shook his head.
“Three… three guys… here..” he continued to cry out. Bakugou brought the other
into a hug.
“That's… not what I hoped you'd remember…” Denki was shaking as the other held
him.
“H-hurt.” He stumbled over his words and pushes Bakugou out of his way as he
stumbled towards one of the toilets… “please not again.” He cried as he held
himself up. Katsuki pulled himself closer to Denki to softly rub at his back.
“It's okay Denki. You're okay…” Katsuki helped the other calm down with
delicate and patient hands. The blond let out a groan. His eyes no longer able
to cry.
“How many people… forced themselves on me?” Denki whimpered, pressing his
forehead against the porcelain.
“Five.” Bakugou sighed. “That I know of.”
His eyes darted to the other side of the bathroom.
“Five?” The shorter blond looked up. “That Ao man and the three boys… who was
the last one?” Kaminari’s eyes bat up tiredly at the other.
“...” Katsuki looked away and his brows knit together. “Are you sure you want
to know? You'll think differently of them.”
“Of course I want to know Kacchi…” the pale boy looked over, his hand lacing
into his partner's fingers.
“It was me.” Katsuki bit his lip after the words left him.
“... What?” Denki blinked a few times. “Kacchi… that's not funny.” The short
blond stared over the other.
“It's not. I'm serious Denki.” Katsuki sighed. His eyes looking over the
smaller.
“Why?” The one shuffled back, almost afraid.
“It was after those three fucks took advantage of you… I thought you let them…
I thought you cheated on me so I took my anger out on you.” He shook his head.
“I know it's wrong, I don't deserve to be forgiven. It's one of the many
reasons I thought you'd be better off not knowing… selfish… I know.”
“Kacchi that's not something you just do to people… especially to someone you
love.” The small blond shook his head. “Don't think just because I don't
remember that I'm not mad at you.”
“I know you are… you always will be because of how badly I fucked up… I know.”
He sighed, his hand dropping from the smaller back.
“I'm still in love with you Kacchi… even before the memory thing I loved you
enough, to in a way, forgive you.” Denki whispered sliding closer to his loved
one. “Is say I'd forgive you but never forget but the amnesia kinda defeats
that.” The smaler let out a chuckle.
“I'd say you ruined the romantic moment but we're in a bathroom stall next to a
toilet.” Katsuki stated, rather bluntly. Denki let out a laugh eventually
ending in a chortle. Bakugou's cold and blunt emotion about the comment turned
into one of a soft smile. The laughing blond before him had his dimples showing
as he laughed. A small crease in his eyelids as they pressed together with a
guttural laugh. The small blond’s giggling died down as he looked over his
partner. The electric blond tilted his head.
“What's on your mind Kacchi?” The smaller pouted.
“I just… I love you so fucken much.” Katsuki pressed his forehead against the
other.
“Watch your mouth.” The thinner boy pouted but caved in and pecked the other's
lips. “Hey… Kacchi what do you mean by the whole Ao thing was your fault?”
Bakugou leant back against the wall. “Well… after those three did what they did
and I did what I did… I snuck out.” Katsuki sighed. His eyes fell closed. “I
snuck out and met a man, we know him as Ao.” Denki visibly flinched from the
name alone. “He passed me a few drinks and I, thinking you ripped my heart into
pieces threw everything out the window and took it.” He paused. Denki nodded to
let the other know he was following along.
“I eventually owed him… I fell into… well there's no better way to put this
other than... prostitution.” Katsuki’s voice went dull. “I sold myself off for…
hm… uh… recreations.” His voice broke from shame. “Of course I quit…
eventually.” Katsuki sighed once more and closed his eyes, letting his head
rolled to the side. “Then the alleyway happened.” Denki shuttered and covered
his neck.
“You wound up in the hospital with amnesia because of me.” Katsuki looked his
partner over. “Then all this shit happened with us… the memory shit… the
kidnapping… the murder.” Katsuki bit his lip.
“Wait… what?” Denki shook his head. “Murder?”
“Ao died on the way to the hospital from blood loss or burns I can't quite
remember.” Katsuki rubbed the back of his head. “The only difference between
your scene and mine is…” he paused.
“Mine wasn't protected under the law.” The ash blond looked up with a stinging
feeling in his eyes. “If that wasn't enough, all these damn medicals I've gone
in for… each one came out almost exactly the same.” Katsuki sighs and held out
his palm. Very small and faint explosions fell from his hands.
“They don't think I'll recover.”
***** Selfish *****
Chapter Summary
     Katsuki comes home... he's missed Denki so much... too much... he
     makes love to him as if he thinks it's their last.
Denki was sitting on the bed, his fingers subconsciously playing with his scar.
He felt guilt eating him as he looked on out the open window. Bakugou was at
“therapy” for his quirk… which was really just him trying to over work his body
to try and recover his powerful quirk. Denki bit his lip as his eyes closed. He
remembers Bakugou’s hands going off like a machine gun against Ao… Denki felt
himself start to cry. He blamed himself for this. He blamed himself for
everything. “Bakugou I'm sorry…” his body started to light up as he sobbed
quietly into his palms. His static dying down eventually. He cleaned up his
face when he got the text that his lover would be home soon. The smaller blond
waited at the door, waiting for his companion.
He pulled down the sleeves of his shirt as he waited patiently. The anxiety he
had overgrowing him. He's realized that after all that's happened he's
developed a lot of conditions, which he is able to receive help for thankfully.
Bakugou has been receiving a lot of help too from his quirk to his mental
state. He came clean about everything he did and the law decided peacefully
that the trauma was enough of a punishment and most blame was to be given to Ao
who coerced a child into that kind of lifestyle. Of course security got more
heavy to prevent more kids from sneaking out. With enough of Kaminari’s help
Bakugou even overcame the stuff he became addicted to. Kaminari felt his chest
flutter as he waited. He was bouncing on his toes waiting for the taller to
come back to him, waiting to wrap his arms around him and tell him how great he
is. The small blond flushed and covered his face like a schoolgirl.
Katsuki was late. Denki bit his lip as he checked over the time on his phone.
Maybe Katsuki got caught up with a good session of therapy? Or maybe Kirishima
finally got Katsuki to talk! He's been so silent ever since Denki’s memories
started coming back. Kaminari himself refused to tell his partner about the
memory the night after the boy's in the bathroom. That memory that keeps
haunting Katsuki… Denki hugged himself. He shouldn't still be with a person
who, to put it bluntly, raped him. He bit his lip as his own moral battle
continued during his wait for the confident blond. He should’nt be here loving
every inch of Bakugou but he did. Was it wrong to? Maybe at first he felt
guilty because of what Katsuki had been doing to him but at this point it felt
genuine. They've been through so much together and both of them kept blaming
themselves.
On one end you have an angry blond who ends up spending hours in the bathroom
to calm himself down from the memories. The male cursing himself and
deprecating himself with his own words. He'd say thing like “you caused this,”
or “it's your fault he was hurt.” Of course there was more detailed self hate
but Kaminari couldn't do much to comfort the tall blond. The fits of rage had
died down and now when he goes to calm down… he's silent. Kaminari believes
that it's a good thing, progress on the anger issues and self hate.
On the other end there's the pessimistic blond who breaks down to a shaking
mess who starts crying whenever he feels hands around his neck or wrists. A boy
who goes into shock if he is hit by another kind of electricity. A boy who can
no longer go places alone in fear he'll be cornered and hurt again… and again…
and again. He avoids talking to new people and his body shakes if he's near an
adult male he's not familiar with. Even if he knows they won't hurt him he’s
still afraid. The look on Aizawa’s face when he went to pat Denki’s shoulder
and Denki dropped down into a screaming-sobbing ball of fear… he still tries to
apologize, from a distance of course.
Kaminari let out a sigh, pulling out his phone again. “He’s late… really late…”
Denki whined as his legs moved up onto the bed to sit cross-cross. His thumbs
clicked away on his phone as he checked through social media and his texts. His
face contorted into a pout as he looked desperately over the texts. None from
Kacchi. He let a soft sigh fall from his lips as he laid back in bed once more.
He curled up and held his phone close in case his partner tried to get ahold of
him. Denki eventually fell asleep. Breath gently leaving barely parted lips.
The small blonde only stirred softly in his sleep as the door to the dorm
opened up. It closed gently as the tall blond kicked off his shoes. Katsuki
looked up while sliding his jacket off his torso. He set a piece of paper next
to the computer… it was in an envelope. His footsteps were light as he crawled
onto the bed and over his lover. The events of the past year and a half felt
crushing as he looked down at the pale boy's neck. A constant reminder of what
he did to Denki…
His mouth gently dipped between the spunky blondes neck. Sweet and slow open
mouthed kisses along the scar. His mouth kissing up to his lovers ear. “Denki.”
He was nearly breathless as he whispered gently, hands dancing across barely
exposed skin. The smaller males eyes fluttered softly, a hand coming to rub his
eye.
“Kacchi… you're late.” The tiny blond whined, voice raspy with what looked to
be glassy late night eyes. The blue tint of the outside pressing through the
blinds. The room was lit up with the tint of a full mooned night.
“I'm sorry… I wanted to spend time with my mom.” His voice was soft and silken
as he leant in with lidded eyes. Nose brushing against the smaller blonds as an
apology. Small and brief Eskimo kisses. Kaminari let out a very faint and soft
giggle.
“That's fine. I just wish you'd let me know.” The smaller boy wrapped his arms
around his boyfriend. His head moving up at a tilt to press his plump lips
against the taller's softer-than-you'd-think lips. Bakugou’s eyes slowly closed
as he returned the kiss. Gentle… careful… tempting. Katsuki’s lips move with
expertise about the other, moving Denki’s lips open as well. Their tongues met.
A slow and equal dance of physicality. Katsuki wasn't fighting for dominance,
Denki wasn't giving the other complete reign. Over their time and struggle
they've found each other and meshed together perfectly molded with cracks yet
still… fitting. Denki's hands moved from their wrapped up place to hold the
taller's cheeks as his head tilted more. He wanted more of his partner's touch.
The familiar loving feel. Katsuki of course obliged. His hands hooking under
his lover's back, pressing chest to chest. Denki let out a soft whimper as they
parted for air.
Katsuki was still good to go, lips attaching onto the electric boy's throat.
Soft bites and hickeys lining up along creamy skin. Denki’s fingers brushed
back some of Katsuki’s hair before tugging it back. A soft breathy whimper fell
from the smallers lips. His head leaning back to allow the teeth to find more
skin. Katsuki’s hands roamed down the small of the electrical boy's spine. His
fingers hooking under the hem of his loose sweater. Kaminari bit his lip.
“Kacchi… can I keep my top on?” Katsuki pulled back to look into his partner's
eyes. He knew the reason why. since the incident he has struggled with this…
addiction… for a long time. The taller gave a soft smile knowing the smaller
was getting much better. Nothing was as deep or as frequent as before. He leant
in to kiss Denki’s cheek.
“If it makes you more comfortable…” the tall blond was upset Denki relapsed
again but sometimes it happened. He wasn't going to revoke or punish his lover.
His mouth kisses down the smallers neck and over his clothed chest. His hands
slid under the sweater to press soft fingers onto his nipple, pinching and
pulling at them lightly to watch his partner's face contort beautifully.
Kaminari’s face moved exactly how Bakugou knew it would. The closed eyes and
knitted brows as his mouth spread slowly out to pant.
“Kacchi… not there.” The blonds eyes batted open shyly, his hand moving on top
of Katsuki's hand gliding it down his abdomen. “Please don't make me wait
today.” the small blonde's hips raised as his own hands slid off his cute
shorts. Katsuki shook his head.
“You have to wait for that Denki.” The taller leaned in to press his lips onto
the others. “I want to map you out all over again.” He was breathless as his
hands decided to work their way up from the lean boy's thighs to his hips.
Katsuki’s hands merely ghosting at the smallers skin leaving goosebumps behind.
Denki’s face turned to the side, a hand coming to his face. He was always so
embarrassed when Katsuki took things slow. It was a rarity he enjoyed. The
bombastic teen peppered soft kisses along Kaminari’s jawline and cheek. His
hands tracing small circles in his partner's skin. Both hands cupping onto the
smaller boy's chest. His thumbs brushing back against his lover's nipples
again. The small blond whimpered, trying to curl his legs up to pull his shorts
off one leg at a time. Thankfully Bakugou was letting him. Said male pulled
back himself to unzip his pants and lazily pull them and his boxers off. He
dropped them on the floor next to the bed. His lips returning to the beaming
boy under him.
“Bakugou please I don't wanna wait!” The Pokémon-esque boy whimpered, trying to
buck his hips up against Katsuki of whom held his hips down as his lips
continued to trace over the places he wanted.
“Mhm… I told you to be patient.” Katsuki pulled the sweater up just enough to
make room for his face. His tongue darting out against soft pink nubs. The
electric blond gasped as he felt a suck on delicate flesh. He bit his lip and
whimpered. He had no choice but to be patient. He whispered out his lover’s
name as said being latched onto the other nipple. Bakugou’s hands holding at
the smaller’s waist. He was slowly rutting against his partner as he teased. He
wanted to draw out every breath from the blond below him. His mouth left the
now brighter pink and hardened nipple to rejoin their lips. Katsuki’s hands
wandering over lean muscle and delicate skin. He pulled Denki in closer by his
thighs, a hand reaching around the nearby nightstand for a small bottle of
lube. He didn't part the kiss as his fingers rolled the liquid between each
other to warm it up. He pulled back to hear the others gasp as two fingers slid
in, marking out familiar territory.
“Kacchi! please stop teasing.” The blond kept whimpering and trying to buck his
hips. Katsuki kept his calm composure as his fingers gently worked. Slow
thrusts and curls paired with expertly spreading fingers. He was working over
his companion. The electric blond shuttered as he gripped into Katsuki’s hair.
“Please.” Kaminari kept begging and squirming. Katsuki caved in with a sigh,
pulling his fingers out and dripping some more lube onto his most intimate
part. The taller male was gentle and slow. Sensual and soft. A combination
Denki rarely received under Katsuki’s words of ‘if slow sex it the rarity at
night it's more meaningful’. Kaminari’s toes curled as he bit his lip. The
touch, the sound, the sight and the feel… fuck it was too much. “Kacchi!” He
whimpered, biting at his lover's lower lip. Katsuki bucked, making the smaller
curl and whimper and squirm.
The night carried on. Soft, sweet and sensual. Passion burning between the two
in a different way than usual. Kaminari was made a whimpering mess of and now
exhaustedly laid upon the bed. Katsuki left a parting kiss on the boy. “I'm
going to take a shower.”
“Mhm… but I want cuddles…” The small blond whimpered as the taller removed the
tissues from his skin. He had cleaned up his partner, leaning down to kiss his
cheek before he rolled over and pulled the blanket up. “Don't take too long
Kacchi.” The muscular blond nodded and pulled out of the bed. He stifled a yawn
as he went into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him before turning on
the water. He pulled back and approached the mirror, looking over himself with
a sigh. The water drowning out any noise he made.
“He's still… better off without you.” He was quiet as he leaned into the mirror
with his eyes closed. “You have to. It's to keep him safe and let him heal.
It's a band aid rip it off.” He was talking to himself… his heart beating quick
as he felt tears start to spill. “Stop being selfish.” Was his last whisper as
he pulled away from the mirror. He stepped in the shower to clean himself off.
It wasn't too long before he stepped out, hair pooling up like it usually does.
His eyes trail around the bathroom. His eyes landing on a small metal necklace.
His hand reaches out for it. It was something Katsuki bough Kaminari for their
anniversary. A circular metal locket with pictures of them in it… he popped it
open and pulled his half of the image out and left it on the counter. Was it
stealing? He's sure… Denki wouldn't mind if he took a piece of his lover with
him. He put the necklace on with a soft sigh.
“The last selfish act huh?” He was quiet as he left the bathroom. His footsteps
light as he looked over their shared dorm. Denki was fast asleep. Snoring
lightly even. Katsuki smiled to himself, opening he closet door and getting
dressed. A long sleeved black shirt, concealing the metal locket. Baggy grey
camo pants and black ankle boots. Like he was ready for a hike. He reached into
the closet and pulled a mountain backpack from the clef that he hid under some
extra blankets. He slid his arms through the straps and gently shut the closet
door. He stepped closer to the exit of the dorm. His eyes stopping to land on
the envelope he left on the desk. He reached out to touch a framed photo, of
their first actual date. His finger graced along the jet black side. Denki had
a wide smile, his fingers trying to get the other to smile but he just looked
bored. Behind that bored attitude his cheeks were dusted over pink and his
heart strained in his chest whenever the blond skipped around with the
brightest smile he could ever make.
He doesn't make those smiles anymore.
Katsuki’s hand pulled back over to his own locket. He stained at the door in
front of him, hand gentle on the handle. He swallowed down thickly… he wouldn't
look back because he knew if he did…
If he looked back he would have stayed.
***** Three years *****
Denki,
I’ve rewritten this a million times. But if you can't make it through the whole
thing all you need to know is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done and
it won't ever happen again… I'm sure of it now.
I remember the day I started to feel more for you. Do you remember it? It
wasn't how I hoped I'd start to fall in love with someone but I don't regret
it. I remember the look on your face when you left the bathroom. I thought you
hated me, despised me even… truth be told we were thinking the same thing about
each other. I'm glad that things turned out the way they did… at least at the
highs of our relationship. You left clothes and I left them at your door. I
never expected you to walk into my room like that… I remember the morning
after, goddamn Kirishima…
Then… the incident I won't ever forgive myself for even if you forgive me. I
let my rage boil over and I hurt you. I hurt us. It was the start of our life
falling apart all because I didn't let you explain. All because I used my
strength against you. I'm so sorry… then just to make matters worse I snuck out
to what would have started this hell hole…
I never wanted to hurt you, you know… I was falling in love with you and
teenage hormones and all that stupid shit I'm just so fucking sorry. You'd
think after all this time I'd be more stable but I'm still struggling and… each
time I see a new mark it hurts me… so much. Each time I see you cling to me in
a crowd because you're afraid. I can't take it. Each and every time you have a
panic attack in a bathroom or near an alley…it hurts knowing I'm the reason
why. It hurts so fucking much and maybe it's even more selfish of me to say
this but… you don't need me. I'm not good for you…
I should have left you alone when you lost your memory. I should have… but I'm
selfish and I couldn't… you deserve someone- something so much better than what
I could ever give and I just… fuck I'm sorry. This is all my fault and you
won't ever have to hurt again.
You’ll be better without me…
I still love you…
________________________
“Denki?” Kirishima called, hand gently opening the door. “I brought you food…”
the redhead jiggled a bag of fast food as he stepped into Denki’s room. Yes
room, not dorm.
“Just leave it there. I’m not hungry.” Denk was laying on his side on the bed.
He was curled up silently in a dark room as usual. Kirishima let a sigh fall
from his lips as he put the bag down and approached the bed, sitting down next
to the blond.
“Hey… The group is going out tonight if you wanna join us.” Kaminari rose in
the bed. Dull dead eyes on the redhead now.
“The group…” his voice was quiet before he scoffed. “Yea the group really feels
the same, huh?” His lips fueled angrily. “It feels like nothing's the same!”
“Denki!” The red head cupped the boy's cheeks and sighed. “Hey… I know how you
feel about that… but there's nothing we can do about it… it's been three years
Denki…”
“What's that supposed to mean!?!” The blond hissed out, throwing the blanket
off his form. “Am I not valid for feeling this way?!”
“What? No! Of course you are it's just… when are you going to let it sink in
Denki?” The redhead snarled back. “He's not coming back.”
Smack.
Kaminari hit him across the face, sparks flying off his palms as he looked the
other dead in the eyes. Silence filled the boy's room before Kirishima let out
a sigh. “Denki… he's-”
“They never found a body.” Kaminari cut off the readhead. “He's out there
somewhere and he will come back!” Tears started pulling at the blonds eyes. “He
will come back.”
“Denki…” Kirishima crawled onto the bed, pulling the smaller into his lap and
holding him close. He let the small blond cry out. Yesterday was the
anniversary of Katsuki ‘leaving’. The red eyed boy nuzzled the electrical one.
He felt guilt and shame overcome him. If only he could have done more for the
couple Katsuki would still be here and Denki wouldn't be a mess. “You need to
move on though Denki… you keep waiting in your mourning and that's not
healthy…” The blond was welling up with emotions again. Sparks flying from his
hair. Kirishima’s quirk already responding by hardening up.
“I can't Kiri. I love him.” The blond was a mess, large sweater draping over
his smaller frame. The scar along his neck still showing brightly. There were
many that hid under his clothes as well. Kirishima bit his lip.
“I know you do.” The redhead softly cooed. His hand petting through odd colored
hair. “I know you love him.” Kirishima let out a soft sigh. His lips meeting
with Kaminari’s neck. He was peppering the other softly as the crying began to
subside. Of course he knows he's just some replacement…
“Kiri?” The blond whimpered, wrapping his arms around the hardened male.
“Yea?” His voice was dry and dull. His mind covered in a fog. He knew what was
coming. It happened often but he didn't mind. He's come to be okay with it.
“Distract me.” The smaller blonds hands snaked into bright red locks. Kirishima
let out a sigh… yea… he knew what was coming next. It's been tradition between
them… whenever the blond gets eaten up by his feelings or feels trapped… he
comes to Kirishima.
At first it was fine. A mutual numbness. Kirishima lost his best friend, Denki
his lover. But Kirishima wasn't mourning as much and the more they…
He's fallen in love with a broken soul.
He knew he shouldn't. He knew he wouldn't ever have what Katsuki did but the
faux hope that one day Denki would wake up fogged him over each and every time.
There was something about the other that tempted him… even if the blonds words
were lies… even if the whimpers and whines were meant for someone else- made
thinking of someone else… Kirishima stopped caring.
He just wants to hear ‘I love you’ even when he knows it's fake. It's forced.
It's toxic. He caved and let the other slip his tongue between his lips. He
pushed the smaller boy back. Here they were again…
The morning arrived, Denki was gone. He went out for who knows what. He's had
weird habits since Katsuki left. He'd leave for days at a time and tell no one…
it's grown on the friend group who were still mortally worried for the blond.
They don't know where he goes or what he does.
The boy had given up on going pro. His quirk may have stabled out since the
coma but his anxiety overworked him. He wasn't fit to be a pro. The small blond
let out a sigh, hand softly playing with a stick he found. He's come to pick up
a love for hiking. He let a soft smile leave him, memories of a time long gone
filling him. Katsuki loved to hike. ‘I'll take you some day.’ The tall blond
would claim over and over but he never did. Denki shook his head before
sighing. He stood from his crouched position and tossed the stick. He was
making his way down to a river, the soft whooshing of water calming him. He's
walked this path a million times… he'll make his way back up to the cabin
tonight and start up his looking again.
Katsuki had to be out there… Denki sighed to himself as he overlooked the small
river. He let out a soft sigh as he touched the cold liquid. His eyes
fluttering but but they stopped. His eyes fell on a white tent. There was a
burnt out fire near it as well. Denki wouldn't have found this so unusual if
not for the boots near the tent. He didn't know if his eyes were playing tricks
on him or what but…
He knew those all too well.
End Notes
     Time to escape your feelies with some wheelies, you're in for a messy
     ride and your heart will be thrown on the ground and stomped on.
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